Green

I hear her name
My heart sinks to my stomach
It's not even that I don't like her,
I do...
She is a beautiful person
Why can't I stop this?
Why won't this go away?
What am I so afraid of?
That you will leave me for her?
While that would crush me,
I have dealt with worse things
I should be able to handle this and just have fun...
Shouldn't I?
I guess I am afraid that this joy can be taken
Stolen from me like a material possession.
But you have done nothing wrong...
No one has...
It's just this green-eyed monster inside.
Gaining strength...
Leaving nothing pure.
Only this void 
Where my heart used to be.
She's the one you want...
She's the one...
Green.
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