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For Those Who Ask Why
A Declaration of Love
My Personal Pee-wee Journey
Yes, another one, we've all read them...
But mine is better


I was always kind of a wierd kid, the ever-singled-out-for-being-different kid. But at the age of 5, something extraordinary came into my life. You guessed it! Paul Reubens, or as I knew him then: Herman...Pee-wee Herman ;) I saw Pee-wee's Big Adventure that year, and it is the first movie I ever remember seeing in the theatre. That was it, case closed, end of story: I was in love!

Then came the glorious Pee-wee's Playhouse, or, as I call it: The only good reason there ever was to get up early on a Saturday morning. I jumped up and down screaming to the secret word, sang "Connect the dots, la la la la", and generally drove my parents nuts. The best part was that he was the only other "kid" who was as wierd as me. Pee-wee helped me embrace all my own differentness and absurdities. In my heart of hearts, by the age of 5, I truely beleived I would one day grow up, get famous, and marry Pee-wee Herman. I guess it goes without saying, that didn't happen.

Then: Tradgedy! A so-called sex-scandel. I was 11 years old and I cried forever. I just couldn't fathom a world without Pee-wee: What kind of a world is this, taking him away from us?!?!?...I am assuming if you are on this page, you know all about it, so I won't go into it...still makes me mad and sad to this day. Lemme just say something first before I close the subject: I beleive Paul... A drama teacher of mine once said: "When you have a fan as a child, you have them for life." And no matter what anyone ever says about Paul, I will always love him with that child-like enthusiasm that I did so many years ago. In fact, I often get angry when people make crude remarks about Paul as soon as I say his name. Anyhoo...

But ya know what, boys and girls? something wonderful has been happening right under our noses, and we didn't even see it. Not even us, the hard-core Pee-wee fans. Paul is still here, and he's been creeping back into ours lives and our movie theatres and our TV screens, slowly but surely, for years now. First in small movie parts, voice overs, then the occasional TV guest spot, and now he's in front again. Mystery Men, , South of Heaven West of Hell, Blow, and the in-development Pee-wee Herman Story and Playhouse Movies, and more!

So, here's the point I've been trying to make all along:

I love Paul Reubens! I love Pee-wee Herman! I love him! I love him! I do!

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This dedication was emailed to me Jan.4, 2002.
Written by "BenningtonPark"


The earliest memory I have, is of me sitting in my high chair, on a Saturday Morning, eating my kiddie breakfast. I was eagerly awaiting the start of my favorite show- Pee Wee's Playhouse. From the first time I laid eyes on that highwater, plaid suit wearing, bow tie sportin, goof named Pee Wee Herman.... I knew, I knew, I was in love, and I would never get over my first crush.

I am only 18 now, so I wasn't too old, when Pee Wee first invaded my television. But I was hooked, nonetheless. I watched Pee Wee's Playhouse faithfully, until I was 8 years old, and suddenly Pee Wee disappeared, and I could'nt understand why it had happened. I heard of "The Theatre Incident", as we all have, but I didn't care. It made no difference to me, what he had done, I still loved him. But, it didn't matter how heart broken I was, in the eyes of the law, he had commited a crime, and had to suffer the consequences.

For years, I had forgotten about Paul, and Pee Wee, I forgot the kind of impact he had had on me. I noticed him in different movie scenes, here and there, but didn't pay much attention. I was a stupid kid, and I only cared about stupid things. But, I guess i'm older and wiser now (haha). I can recognize talent when I see it, now. I respect and admire, the determination and courage he has, he didn't let anything put him down. I love that in a man!

I guess what I'm trying to get at here, is that Paul Reubens, is in the simplest terms: genuine, amazing, talented, misunderstood, admireable, and beautiful. I think he is one of the most underrated, and unappreciated talent there is. I'm glad that I got to witness it, and be able to recognize it, and appreciate this remarkable man we call Pee Wee Herman. In my eyes, there is nothing Paul could ever do, to make me turn my back on him again. He's too precious of a person, to abandon. So, thank you Paul, for being who you are, you truly are, my hero......."

This dedication emailed to me Jun.30, 2002
Written by "Jeni"

I was born in 1987, so I wasn't old enough to have been there when Pee-Wee first started. But I got up early every single Saturday morning to watch it. I worshiped it. I too, drove my parents nuts with this Pee-Wee obsession...but its their fault for introducing me to it(hehe.)Anyways, I watched it frequently and I would have birthday parties where we would just sit and watch episodes of Pee-Wee that we would rent. I was so in love with Pee-Wee as a child.

Then...I guess he just slowly slipped away from my life because I don't remember him being yanked from t.v. I guess because I always rented the videos he never exsactly left. I was still only a child when the theater incodent happened, so I didn't know about it. However, when I was older I watched the news and it popped up...it came as such a shock to me. I was completely devistated. Heartbroken. I mean I was older like about 10 or something and I was still heartbroken. I was thinking like, how could people talk about him like that? I mean I wasn't saying he was innocent...but what people do in their personal life should stay that way...personal...we don't need the media ruining people's carreers and lives. I forever more hated the media.

Anywhoo, Pee-Wee dissappeared from my life. I mean my favorite movie is the nightmare before christmas and I saw his name in the credits after and I was like: wow thats Pee-Wee! And same with Matilda. But it was of no impact on me then. Then just this past year, Pee-Wee's big adventure was on. Me and my friend were watching it and I was like...omg...something has been missing from my life for the past like, 7 years or something. So I rented Pee-Wee's big adventure and he made a morraculase comeback in my life. I too, had forgotten the impact he had on me when I was a child.

Lately I've been renting movies just because he's in them. I find him to be one of the most talented people in the acting buiseness. He actually created this character from scratch. That is AMAZING! And if you look at all of his different movies, he plays such different characters and he does it so well and makes it absolutely believable. And to keep going and going despite of what happened in 1991, and despite the media...that takes an extremely strong person. He is not strong despite of what happened though, I believe he is stronger because of what happened because you can't grow without mistakes.

Anyways I think Paul Reubens is extremely talented and I hope he makes alot more films in the future.

This dedication emailed to me August 22nd, 2002
Written by "Vanessa"

Hello! I am writing this to tell the whole wide world how much I care and love Peewee Herman! I can't exactly remember when I started liking Peewee?!?! I remember going over to my mom's friend's house and begging to watch peewee playhouse episodes! I had seen them dozens of times but still pleaded to watch them over and over again!

I was born in 1987! although I am still young and was but a baby when Peewee made it big with his peewee movies that does not stop me from loving him now! in 7th grade I saw another one of peewee's playhouse episodes and my love for him began once again! i spent hours looking at all the peewee sites and pictures I could find on the web! I would print pictures out and put them on my agenda! All my friends found that sort of odd but that didn't stop me! I loved being able to learn new things about Peewee and tell them all about him!

Last summer I had to move 6 hours away from my friends! my parents ha d a surprise waiting for me when we got there! they had bought me a Peewee doll! it means the world to me! then last christmas my parents surprised me again with another peewee doll! it was the same one but this one you could actually understand what he was saying when you pull the string! They also found a the peewee's big adventure small version of the movie book and 2 old peewee cards. Old valentines I guess! When I went back to visit my friends my best friend had told me she had seen a peewee movie for me and she bought it but then returned it to get me something else! I hurried over to the store hoping it would still be there and thank god it still was! thats when I fell in love with the movie peewee's big adventure! I know lots of it by heart! it is hilarious and always lifts me up when I feel down! At easter my mom got me the bigger version of the peewee's big adventure movie book. I did not have Big top Peewee but then it played on family and luckily I taped it so now I have both movies! I hope someday I will find copies of peewee's playhouse that I can buy! I have rented them several times from the library and made all my friends watch them! I even made boys watch it and they did not like him at all!

One day I was at a antique market and I was looking through a suit case of lil toys that I like and then i spotted a miniature peewee doll! I started screaming and jumping for joy! we bargained for the doll but personally I would of been willing to pay anythign to get it! so the price we payed was almost nothing for all the joy it brought nme! It was my good luck charms at my exams last year.

I don't care when people say mean things about peewee! its not that I don't care because I do but its just that nothing will make me change my mind about him! I do not care what he did that day in Florida! and personally I think that if it was anyone else at that thearter, other then peewee, just a normal citizen, they would not of gotten arrested! but since it w as a start of course they busted them! what else are you supposed to do at a thearter like that?!?1 anyways what peewee did is not that bad and I wish people would not judge him because of that! He has captivated my heart and so many others over the years and he probably still does... I hope!

I am very happy he is starting to appear in movies like Blow! I went out and bought that movie immediatly and I love it! I love the parts when he talks in the nightmare before christmas! I also love when he says "This guys dirty" in the movie matilda! he is seriously a very talented person! I just wish someday I could meet him! I know that probly won't happen and everyone says it won't but you never know sometimes things like this happen. It would actually be a miracle! People say its just a phase but how can anyone feel so strong about a person like I do about peewee and i do not think it is a phase at all! I will continue loving peewee!

I love your site it portrays him really well! He is like the sexiest person ever and oh god I love him so much! I just hope he knows ho many fans he has! well i guess I've written enough but anyways I loooooooove peewee and I always will he is the best! he is awesome! and he is hot and sexy too! Lots of hugs and kisses to him!

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