hello, this is hard i have been in therapy 2 yrs. flashbacks like i where sitting before a cinema. my mother mostly abused me as a small child. she would give me repeated enemas putting stuff up my rectum before the enema. to this day i only remember sexually abusing me once. i have been molested by my brother at the age of 12. it seemed to have all stopped, but i was good at detaching from the pain a scared little girl who is still trying to speak. i was raped @17 yrs. i knew him he was much older than me. i have been in the hospital 2x this summer for the voices telling me to kill my self. i am diagnoised with ptsd and ocd and ofcoarse mayor depression. well i guess i have told enough

help alice