patEras and mitEra

You want the truth, you never take it
You ask me to be honest,
Then surge your anger on my response
But this is what I see.......
YOU have problems with what you do
YOU are haste in heart and in word
You have no sight, your will of fight
Is against each other
All the love will smuther, and you
let it happen, like you don't even care
I laid my head down on my pillow
I hugged my teddy so close
You see a little girl crying, unable to understand
Now it's worse
And now I keep my head up, no tears come to my eyes
The pain stays the same.
What to say to the younger
SHould it be what I say to myself?
I can't read her mind, I only see her eyes
She's scared
WHat will it take, what's going to happen?
I'm afraid to ask out loud
I use this in a proper term,
it's getting close to hell
It's no wonder why I shutter to place myself with another