Faster down, going up slow.
Fear comes over, I start to scream.
I doubt my Lord, into the dream . . .
Choices to make, habits to break,
Not my will but thine.
Easy to hear, harder to find.
Hands pulling time, old self a step behind.
The slightest turn, a candle burn,
Was I ever going to learn?
I cry an ocean tear,
I took your hand, you helped me plan
I thought I could do it on my own.
I kept walking, feeling alone.
I realized now again,
I left my truest friend, yet He
In reality, never left me.
