Grasp
by Rachael
How to make all this stop,
What can I do?
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I've tried so much
Nothing is seeing me through.
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I found myself doing
Things I never dreamt
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Looking through the cabinet
Pills, pills, heaven sent?
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I was up till 3:00 a.m., how about some more.
Oh and four of these, I'm near the floor.
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I still feel fine, I'm up to number ten
I'm falling asleep,
Do I even want to wake up again?