Sitting here at 4 am just thinking of you
I still remember the day we first met
Perhaps God knew I needed you
I don’t remember how we came to be so close
It’s as if it was written in the stars
But here I am now alone with only memories in my head
Why can’t I learn to laugh and be comforted by them
Instead I feel sadness as I hear your laughter in my head
“Wei, Mei mei.. kor is sad..” it’s as if you’re right here by my side
I miss the fun we used to have, the nights we spent together
I miss the kisses you gave me, the times you told me “I love you”
I miss being in your arms, even the times we fought
I miss the time I broke my head, the gentle touch and words of comfort
The way you trusted me with your lives’ misgivings
We rode high against the law.. and now its come to claim our dearest
We set our kite free into the sky, hoping it’d take away our past..
Did it set us all apart?
The only joy out of the pain..
We went through hell and back, through trials of others’ green eyes
Yet we’ve crumbled in our own hands, tell me life is fair..

Geoffrey I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you
like you were always here for me..
I still remember the night I cried, when they took you away from me
Now I sit and wonder what you are thinking of..
I miss the way you always cared, the way you called me mei
The little dog you gave me still sits here by my bed
Just one more kiss on my cheek?

Darren has life been kind to you?
You must feel I’ve betrayed all of you
I didn’t mean to move on without you
Has sanity found it’s place in your mind,
Or the insanity in my head?
I still remember how we used to argue
The time you pulled the ribbons off my hair
I even miss searching high and low, just to get you home
Come see the 5 kangaroos that you gave me? 

Roy.. my baby Roy.. has she been good to you?
Who wipes away your tears when she breaks your heart?
Help me fly a kite into the sky..
Set the fire for the barbeque
Hold me and tell me that everything’s ok..
Call me your silly girl once more.. 
Won’t you lie in my lap again?

Ryan… my sweet Ryan…
You were always our little boy..
Where are you now?
I miss you stupid laughter, can’t you laugh again for me? 

Aaron, grandson.. do u still remember the times we shared?
Is your life all rolex and girls?
Maybe you’ve never forgiven me..
When I pushed you far away..
Why are your eyes so cold?
Can’t I trade the guess watch for a moment of your time?

Jeremy.. Strawberry Jem..
You were the first to leave..
Was it because of the Kangaroo-napper?
Just tell me that you’re happier..
“Life’s only kind when ur loved ones can stay”
Teach me what to do with this life that’s so unkind! 

Why am I asking you all these? I was the first to forsake you all
I thought I was strong for all of you..
Depression burnt me down to ashes, it isn’t a reason.. I was weak.. 

Doesn’t anyone have a room to tear apart?
It doesn’t have to cost 2 thousand..
Couldn’t you just run away?
Let your mothers call me again..
Find your way into my arms..
And together we’ll find a way out of this pain
You taught me how to boomerang
I threw it out and its no where in sight..
You told me it would return!
Can’t I just be your little girl again?
Can’t I dwell in others’ envy?
So many questions so little time..
I want you back so badly!
Just one more hug and one more kiss..
Teng ah teng.. how badly we’ve been defeated..