i've seen her around at the stores and on the street walking,
she stays in my head,
i find out where she works,
i come inside,
flowers in hand,
i give them to her, she smiles,
i smile back,
contact is made, feelings exchanged,
emotions displayed like a billboard,
you just know,
the world stops for a moment,
its just you and her,
thats all that matters,
its the only thing that matters,
i embrace her,
she embraces me,
so this is what love should really be,
in 20 minutes i changed her world,
in an instant she changed mine,
my heart shines,
her spirit high,
love is a gamble, you roll the dice hoping to get a winner,
most of the time the dealer wins,
your left with nothing but emptiness,
sometimes you win,
you take what you hoped for and you cherish it,
when you win its the greatest thing in the world........"
for me i've taken my losses, no one understands that i am different, not shy nor gay, i want to meet her, whomever she may be, and fall in love for the right reasons, not just because of looks or money, i want to find someone who shows as much love for me as i do for them, i know theres a slim chance to none cuz it doesn't really work that way but if there is a chance i'm willing to roll the dice again............