Try try try so so very hard
But somehow I just never succeed
Try so hard to make a new start
But maybe I'm just stuck in too deep
All the things life throws in my face
Would make anyone lose his mind
Try so hard to find a better place
Why the hell is that so hard to find
Somebody tell me what's wrong with me
Feel like there's no way of getting out
Wish I could open up my eyes and see
All the beauty that life is about
And though I know that it's so very wrong
I really just want to stop and quit
I'm sick of acting like I'm this strong
I'm really on the edge of losing it
Can't somebody help me, won't anybody see
I'm still trying but don't know for how long
Why can't I just be happy, why not me
So very sorry, but I don't want to go on...
