I've got a world deep inside me
A world you'll never fully get
My world never saw any color
But night is still black and blood still red
My world knows no days, no smiles
The only thing that's real is pain
And if you would ever try to enter
All your attempts will just be in vain
This world is always trying to bring me down
It does not know any words to make you see
So whatever I say, you will never know
And never understand this darkness within me
I think somehow my body's rejecting me
My inside world is preparing me to die
Sometimes I wonder if I can still fight it
But most of the time it just makes me cry
