Maybe I'm still not completely recovered
But I damn sure feel much better now
I'm still sad, I'm still crying on my bed
But I'm happy more often somehow
I think I might know the reason for this
And that is what I'm really afraid of
Things started changing when I met you
I feel better ever since I fell in love
If you really are the one who caused this
What would happen if you decide to go
The last thing I want is to depend on you
If you leave I'd probably sink real low
I'm afraid I'm starting to become too attached
I want to be happy but not because of you
You can not give rise to my ups and downs
That is something only circumstances can do
I know this danger I fear could become real
This gets me to wonder if I should go away
I'm scared that I start loving you way too much
And soon there'll be no other choice but stay
If I walk away now maybe it won't be too late
My fear of trusting you too much won't come true
You won't be responsible if I get depressed
But then again, I won't be able to hold you
