| It Used To Be
There was a time of innocence, Of simple blisses and joys, When little else mattered to me Except waking up in the morning Then it happened, Something that couldn't be taken back, Something that would be gone forever, A simple mistake I made I remember everything, And yet nothing at all, Sometimes it comes back to me And silent I must go The feelings of want, Yet the lonliness as well, Wishing to be something I can't, Something I so dearly wish to be A vow of chasity I took upon myself, A year without a man's touch, That trail I did wander, A long trail indeed Yet my mind did wander, And so I stumbled and fell, Back into what I used to be, So far from what I want to be And so again my year of chasity began, And now it is over and I am reborn Yet, I am still far from what I want to be, From what I so wish to be It used to be so simple and sweet, The innocence of a child I held for so long, Yet a simple mistake was made, And into sin I did dwell Becoming far from what I wanted, And so much less of a person, My spirit ripped from my body, Depression overwhelmed me For this is my short tale, Of chasity lost much, Goddess help me, Let me become what I wish (c) Copyright 2005 Jynx Sunset 1/10/2005, 11:45am |