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RANDOM MUSINGS

Life in Bangalore
(Alone, Hostel, Commuting, Mornings, Afternoons, Evenings, Lunch, Dinner, Urban musings, random lines, general, walks, netcafe, cyber musings, friendship, email)

Three-Four-Five Liners

(Sort-of: Haiku in English)

Someone's cigarette
Smokerings near me
Why to inhale smoke
Even if it is for free!
Thinking of going to a movie
Long time, no see
Is it worth spending
To sleep in the a/c.
Room-partner sitting pensive
Listening to Radio City FM91
Door open, breeze blowing, clothes hanging
Is this a struggle?
Sitting in my room
I can view the T.V. Tower
Lights blinking, want to climb over
Running downstairs
Walking fast
To nowhere
Motorists honking on the narrow road
Pavements all dug-up
Why am I staying here?
Reading quotations, reading poetry
Wonder how much do I practice?
And, is it worth doing that?
Mornings at the 'Darshini'
Time for breakfast
'Idli-Vada' and 'Vada-Sambar'
Am I not tired of this, atlast!


(Darshini - South Indian Restaurant in Bangalore - Stand and Eat)
Lunch at 'Darshini'
Time for meals
Sambar and Rice
And that too twice!
Dinnertime at 'Retreat'
Daily it is the same plate
With 'Dal Fry' and 'Rumaali Rotis'
And, 'Kanda' (Onion) to satisfy the palate!
Meeting old friends
Calling new ones up
Reminding them to keep in touch
So that if they don't
They too will be old
And then would meet them
Instead of calling them!
Around the corner
I have many friends
No one remembers me
Can friendship be lonely?
Kids playing in the rain
Only now there are no paper-boats
Spiderman masks and WWF T-Shirts
Is 'Advertisement'
The name of the game.
Twilight on the ground
A lonely figure
Walking around
Can one break a window on one side?
How can then
Friendship be so lonely?
Taking long walks on Sunday afternoons
Bangalore is truly a garden city
Trees lining both sides of Jaymahal Road
And, pavements wide and broad!
A smile speaks a lot
What is the use of an artificial smile
When you don't want to smile!
Sitting alone in my room
Writing four-liners on a Sunday evening!
Thinking what to write further
Feeling haapy being alone and sad being lonely!
Standing in the bus
Sweat rolling down the forehead
Who cares whether it's a
Traffic signal or a traffic jam
As long as the destination is the same
Sitting in the auto
Waiting for the signal to turn green
Watching the metre and the wallet!
Sitting at the roadside stall
Sipping tea watching vehicles slow and fast
Moments lost doing nothing
Waiting at the bus-stop
Any bus will take you
If you don't know where to go
Hanging out of a fast local
Slums lining the railway tracks
Life moving along linear tracks
And standing still at the sideways
Mumbai in the rains
Is best when
Watching trains from the window-pane!
Rain-drops mixing with tears
Laughing or crying
The world moves on
Taking long walks
Under the glow of dim streetlights
Does one call that exercise
Looking out of the window
Scenes are the same
Only the mood is different
Nine hours of life
Daily to work
Atleast waste time in a better way
Pining for love
It is everywhere
Only I can't find
Solitude is good
Being alone is not a crime
Why then do I pine for someone to be mine?
Writing to pass time
I love writing!
Then why is it passing time?
Reading online, many sites at a time
If there were so many books
Would I have read a page from each?
The world moves
Preaching peace
Fighting for everything!
Sitting on the parapet
Looking at the sky
Waiting for the breeze to blow!
Hair ruffled
Breeze blowing
I like it that way!
Keep it that way!
Got to go to work tomorrow
If they wouldn't pay?
Would I have gone to work?
What is preventing me?
From searching for that kind of work!
Withdrawing money from the ATM
Cash is available!
The receipt is not!
Good, it's not the other way round!
At the netcafe
Nice song playing in the other cubicle
I need to fall in love
To experience those emotions!
Lot of difference between
Understanding and experiencing!
Why to worry about falling in love!
What I need is only a slight push!
Calling friends
What to talk
Then why to call?
Empty glass on the table
By looking at it
Can one tell
Whether it was filled with beer or with water!
Want to be a poet
If not a poet
Then atleast worth
Inspiring someone to write poetry!
I believe in myself!
No matter whatever the results so far.
I'm going to prove myself
And, When my time comes,
No one will be able to stop me!
My performance will speak for itself!
Read books till late in the night
Wonder when will I have a dream like Santiago in 'The Alchemist',
To enable me to go in search of my 'Calling'
Do I need a dream?
Don't I know what I 'want'
Want to give competitive exams
I need a challenge to spur me on
And, I need to get a feel-good sensation
By coming out on top!
I am always mailing friends
Few reply back!
Then is that friendship
Or do I have a lot of time?
To send mails which are sent to the trash-can!
We never spoke face-to-face
So what is there to write online!
For a lasting friendship
One needs to spend time together
Does one need to meet personally?
Or will a webcam do?
There should be something to talk
For one to keep in touch!
If there is nothing!
Then why the courtesy?
Walk straight!
But what if the road is curved?
Who is talking about the road!
Want to do so many things
Wonder what is stopping me?
Or is that the urge to achieve
Needs a challenge to be thrown at me!
Rehashed versions of songs
Watching worthless crap on T.V.
Wasting time in front of the idiot-box
And those people are laughing all the way to the bank!
Making friends online
When will I understand
The basis of friendship
Is to keep in 'Touch'
And where is the 'Touch'
In the mail?
Watching movies
Reading books
Surfing the net
Chatting online
The weekend goes!
Sending emails to friends
They have nothing to reply!
Why to bother?
Will a mail make a difference in their lives?
Want to go on a shopping spree
No money in the bank account
Use a credit card, buy now, pay later!
Live now, die later!
Not my kind of money!
Maybe, too idealistic
Better for something
Than to fall for anything!
Why is it that
When I'm happy
People feel happy
And when I'm not in a good mood
People feel unhappy.
Is it that I'm so expressive
Or is it that I touch the lives of so many of them!
Reading fast is the key
But not discounting understanding
What use is reading
If the same has to be re-read to understand!
Waiting for my turn at the netcafe
Watching television
Listening to music playing in another cubicle
Thinking of writing something
Writing this!
I hate it
When the lights go off!
Life, already in slow-motion
Comes to a standstill!
Hanging out of an express train
Cutting across the countryside
On a chilly winter morning
My idea of poetry in motion!
Left another job
Why can't I stick to a place?
Or is it that,
There is something better destined for me!
Sunday afternoons
Are great for walks
If only the roads were more crowded today
And less crowded daily!
The giant wheel going round-n-round
Autos plying with a sound
The trees making the streetlights dim
Sitting near the bus-stop
Looking at vehicles passing-by
Observing life
Watching moments fly!
Human nature
Always wanting what is not!
When it rains
It should not
And if it doesn't
Sometimes feel like going back home
What is there here?
Then, think, the only way I can go is up ahead
So why not stick it out
But for that
I've to do something!
Reading the editorials of newspapers
Offering quick-fix solutions
In India, there is an eternity
Between a policy and its implementation.
Reading fast is the key
But not discounting understanding
What use is reading
If it has to be re-read?
Practice what I preach
That's what I preach
Now is the time to practice!
Writing online
Musings to write
Wonder who will read
If I am writing
Because I like to write
Then why to wonder!


~ Chirayu

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