Chapter 1: Title: Goo-ie No More

Author: Nicole

E-mail: [email protected]

Disclaimer: I don't own these characters, Joss and all those people own them.

Timeline: After season 6 is over

Dedcation: To "Angel". It's been a great show. I'll miss you when it's over. My B/A thoughts will always be remembered though.

Rated: N17

Spoliers: Don't think there are any. Because I just went off what I think would happen.

Authors Note: Pretend that Season 5 is over. I don't know what's going to happen. I am just going to say what I want to 

happen in a little back story from Angel

Author's note 2: "Angel"=his point of veiw... "Buffy"=her point of veiw

Author's note 3: Just wanted to write a small B/A Valentines fic. It's probably not my best work.

Angel:

It had been over a year since Cordelia died. It had been a year since I've heard from Buffy. It had been so long. It had been 

a year since Lindsey or Eve were seen. It had been a hard year. This year was so long it seemed too. After loosing my best 

friend I have tried to bounce back. 

I had given Wolfram and Hart over to Wesley and Gunn. Of course Fred had stayed behind. Spike was still in L.A. since he could 

not leave. It was so funny that Wesley and Gunn took over. They were better at it than I ever was. I couldn't stay there anymore. 

I only stayed a few months after Cordelia died. She told me I was still a hero and I saw it. I had to leave. I moved out of W&H in 

May. I moved back to the Hyperion. I re-opened Angel Investigations too. 

Everyone at W&H was doing great. Wesley was the main bussiness man he had my old job, but he did it much bettter than I. Then 

Gunn he was the top lawyer. I still can't believe he is a top shot lawyer, he makes a good one though.  Fred she of course was head 

scientest. She was amazing at that, so very smart. Spike I hadn't seen him in a while, but as Fred told me last week when we went 

to dinner that he was "the muscle" there. I missed them all, but I had an other duty. Plus I was back to wanting to get my shanshu 

and I didn't think that working for a law firm was going to get me there.

Angel Investigations was up and ready. I had new windows put in like the ones at W&H so I could work about during the day. Then 

I had a secratary, Kathleen. She was actually a slayer in training and she used to live in L.A. so she wanted to stay here. Willow had 

given the okay. I talked to Willow a lot over the last year. Her and I had become very close. I even was closer to Xander, yes the boy 

that used to hate me had grown into a man who likes me as a friend. They called me everyonce and a while when there was a slayer 

in the US. I went to get them and brought them here to L.A. Them being mostly in England they would fly out in a few days. They also 

called me when they needed help with training. 

I went out there a few months ago to help out with  a girl who was haunted by a ghost. They thought I could help. I did. But Buffy wasn't 

there. She had left for Rome the day before. She left a note for me given to me by Willow it said, "I'm almost done. The inside's still 

goo-ie. Love, Buffy." It was short. But since then all I wanted to do was be here for her when she was ready and save the world in the 

process. Willow told me that she talked about me a lot which made me smile. She still thought of me. 

But back to where I am now. Kathleen worked during the day and I went out on things she checked up on at night. A new potential, 

Marty, was coming in next week from Italy to help us out. She was going to help out with the muscle at night and some during the day. 

Kathleen was actually working on finding a male to work with us. Spike came by when W&H and Angel-Investigations worked togther 

or when he wanted to bother me or when I needed help. He was the muscle and he knew it. He was okay with that. I think he just 

wanted to be needed. 

Everyone now knew Spike was back. Xander had come when Spike was here and reported back to everyone. I was sceptical about Buffy 

loving him, but again Willow assured me that Buffy loved me. But I won't know for sure until she is done. I hope she is soon. I'll wait 

forever. But I want her to be mine. 

"Angel." I heard a knock at my door and it shook me out of my thoughts. It was Kathleen. 

I looked at the time it was 10:30. I'd been brooding up here for about two hours. "Yeah, Kathleen?" I questioned scronging around my 

room looking for my boxers and slacks.

"Okay first of all it's Kathy, big man," she said for the thousand time, "And second of all I gotta talk to you, are you decent?"

"I need clean shirts, you do the laundry? But I'm good you can come in," I sighed as the petite brunette walked in sitting on the chest 

in front of my bed. 

"What am I your personal assistant?" she giggled and swung her pale head. 

"Yeah, you pretty much are, kiddo." I smirked at her and walked into the bathroom washing my face.

"Oh I feel special," she hit me on my arm as I sat down on the chest next to her with just slacks on struggling with my black socks. 

"You are, so what did you need? You interuppted me from my thoughts." I grimaced thinking of Buffy again.

"Hey, stop brooding boss guy. I got a message from Xander, he called at about nine. He said he can't make it up here with Marty, but 

he's sending someone else. Then he babbled at me in his little Xander way about how you should be awake because it's 9 here and 

vampires are supossed to be up all night. He told me to come get you and 'Get off your lazy ass and work dead boy'. Xander is odd." 

She laughed.

"That he is. And I'm sorry I got up so late. I was just thinking about stuff. It's Valentines day tomorrow or in 2 hours and Marty is arriving. 

I was thinking," I looked down at her with an applogetic look. 

"I know you, Angel. You were thinking about *her* again. It's okay, I understand. But let's get down to work before Marty shows up with 

one of the Scoobies, okay?" She nodded up at him.

"Okay, what have you got ready for me?" I laughed.

"Well first a clean shirt. Common, worthless vampire." She poked me in the arm and we walked down the hall.

"Okay, I deserved that." I nodded and kept walking letting her lead me.

****

A few hours later Kathleen had gone to sleep and I was sitting at my desk and getting ready to prepare for me to go to sleep to. The 

sun would be up in 45 minutes. I was tired once again. I finished writing off a check for the heating bill of the Hyperion and set my 

case in the stack of files of Kathy's desk. I was about to head up the stairs. But something was on the banaster. I looked at it. There 

was a hot pink post-it note with curly writing. I figured it was Kathy reminding me to smile or something becuase I hardly ever did. 

She always left me stupid post it notes like that with smiley faces on them.

I peeled it off the wood and read it. "I'm done"

I didn't understand what that meant, but I saw an other post-it a few feet up. I read it. "Upstairs" was all it said with a heart. I walked to 

straight to my room with no post-its in site. I stopped at my door where a pile of cookies were placed. I finally got it. Buffy. My breath hitched. 

I was so happy. She was done baking. She was in my room. On Valentines. God. She's done for me. 

I opened the door with the site set before me. I was amazed by the site before me. There were candles lit everywhere. They smelled like 

her, vanillia. But the one that smelled like her was her. Sitting on my bed in a pile of roses with a cookie in her hand. She looked stunning. S

he was simply in a small red silk dress, the neck swooping down low. You could see her tanned curves of her breast from the position

she sat in belly down. Her long blonde hair tossled and curled at the end slightly gliding over the silk sheets and white roses. She still

 had her red pumps on. 

She looked up at me and smiled. "Happy Valentines day." 

She looked so happy. She glowed. She glowed in my bed. God. I don't know if I can do this. "Buffy." 

"That's me, mister." She giggled and took a bite of the cookie offering me some. Then she pointed to my hand where the cookies 

and post-its were. "I see you got my presents. You might not want to eat the cookies I actually made them. That might be kind of 

scarey. But I seem to like them so far. But I know something I would like more." 

"You are here." I smiled and stood there in front of her.

"Yup, that I am." she laughed, "now do I have to sit hrere by myself or are you going to come talk to me?" 

"Come talk." I said and sat down next to her on the bed. She moved from her position to site cross legged in front of me. I could 

see what were concidered "panties" today from her position her's were very small black lace. "You look beautiful, baby." 

"Don't look so bad your self, hot stuff." she grinned and touched my face softly. 

"When did you get here?" I quirred.

"About an hour ago, dear. Man I have to say you are very into your work, I tiptoed right past you. Marty went up to find Kathy and 

I came to your room. May I say I love this place. I can get used to it here." She smiled.

"whhatt? Are you staying?" I stuttered. She just smiled and played with the bottom of my pants instead. "Is that a yes? You're done?" 

"Goo-ie no more I tell you. The timer went off and I finally saw what a I wanted." she kept her eyes down playing with my pants still.

"And what was that?" I gulped down.

"He is sitting right in front of me." She finally looked up into my eyes and I saw tears in his eyes, 

"Me? Your done baking and you want me?" I looked into her eyes and I placed my hand on her face letting my thumb brushing my cheek. 

"Why wouldn't I? You are the only man I have loved in my 23 years. I want to be with you..forever." She arched her face into my 

hand closing her eyes.

"What about children? Or sunlight? Buffy I can't give you that, you have to know that." I grimanced and her eyes shot open in a 

instant staring straight at me. She looked angry. 

"I know, Angel. And I say I don't want children unless there from you. I want a child from the man I love or no child. I never really

 wanted them until I met you, you are so caring that I thought you would be the perfect father, I wanted you to be the father of my

 children. But when I found out you couldn't have children my wanting children went away. And as for the sunlight, I understand these 

windows let you lay in the sun inside and that is enough for me. I can see you in the sunlight for once and you can see me in the 

sunlight. You know I love you and man I am always up at night anyways. I slay at night never the less and you know that, *babe*,"

She smiled as a tear rolled down her face. 

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