Title: California Love Author: A Little Angelus/Lynn/Blueeyes Angelus. Pairing: Buffy/Angel, Buffy/Angelus, Willow/Oz, Tara/Parker,Anne/Riley,Dawn/? Summary: Chapter Two of the California Love Series, Same rules applys except Buffy's dead, and Anne's been called. Dedication: Nicole, Akay and Leanne, Tiffany, Marchelle, Cherish, Jems. Distribution: darksecrets, chains of velvet, alittleangelus & Whoever else wants it. Disclaimers: Is Buffy with Angel? Nope, Then I guess I don't own them. Bring Me To Life *Buffy's Pov* I need to be brought back to life. I see things, I hear things. Angel and Angelus needs me, I need to be near them. I watch over them the best I can, but I don't think I can help them. I need to be near them. Angelus is threatening my friends, my family. I can't stop him or protect him. or them. Angel's in to much pain, He won't listen to anyone when they mention me. I tried sharing a dream with them, but Angelus wouldn't let me in, He denied it. Angel did the same, except he cried. I almost got in through him, but Angelus pushed me out, Saying I couldn't be here, That I'm not real. I need to be brought back to life. They need me back. My friends are cooking up something, I learned a spell while I was there. About being brought back, but I can't do the spell here. I don't have the material, nor am I a magical being. I know I can do the spell, but I can't take the risks. I have to figure out a way to get Angelus to find it, I know he will though. He's trying to find a way to revenge my death, and bring me back. I hope he brings me back, but not revenge my death. Noone caused this, The baby is safe though, I hope Angelus doesn't find him, and kill him. I have to prevent that, if anything. Bring me to life, Angelus. Bring me back. *Angelus/Angel's POV* Buffy needs to come back, I need her. WE need her. I'm nothing without her, and neither is Angel. We miss her, ever so much. She taught me so many things, and I never got to thank her, Or show her how much I loved her, I needed her, Wanted her. Angel keeps telling me not to say the past tense of the words, because she's not gone. He's blocking it out, I am too. I can't lose her. So I'm doing all my best to revenge her death and bring her back. I'll find that damn kid, If it wasn't for him, She'd be alive. I'll find him, and I'll bring her back, No worries, I'll bring her back. She tried to come into mine and Angelus dreams the other night, but Angelus wouldn't let her through, but I did. She told me she loves us, and she's searching for a way to come back to us, After a while, I couldn't hear anymore, So I blocked her out. She was crying, I was crying. Angelus told me that she wasn't real, to not listen to her, Buffy wasn't gone. So I did. She's not gone. I know Angelus will bring her back, if I can't. But I will bring her back, If Angelus agrees or not agrees, If her friends or family agrees or not agrees, She'll be brought back. To me. To us. Forever. A New Beginning Anya was looking through some files when Xander comes up behind her, "Learn anything new?" She shakes her head and says "Still nothing on when or how to bring her back, I wish we knew" "So do I, An, So do I" Anne and Willow were chatting about nothing in particular when someone touched her on the arm and she threw him when such speed and grace, That she's never had before, She only saw it one time, With Buffy. Did that mean? She's the new slayer, Buffy's really not coming back? No, She blocked it out of her mind. Her sister wasn't gone, She knew that for a fact. "Wow!" "Yeah, I know" "How'd you do that?" Asked Willow. "I'm not sure" "That would only mean two things" "Which is?" curiosity was really started to get to her. "Buffy's gone, You've been called" "But I CAN'T BE!" Anne took off crying, Willow followed her, Unsure of what to do or even say. "New Slayer" "Buffy's gone" cried Dru. "No she's not pet" "How do you know Spikey?" "Buffy wouldn't leave the big poof" "Your right, She wouldn't" Spike took Dru into his arms and thought, I hope not. The entire gang, Except Angel. And of course Buffy, was all sitting around the library table, Talking about what had happened between Anne and the vampire. "Anne's been called?" "That makes it offical don't it? Buffy's gone?" Faith starts to cry and Giles come over to hug her. When the door slings open. "Hey guys, Miss me?" "Oh My god" "That's right everyone, I'm back!" was said in a sing song. I'm Back Buffy entered the library where her friends were gathered. "Oh My God" "That's right everyone I'm back" She said in a sing song voice. "How?" asked Willow, curiously. "Simple, Angelus found a spell and brought me back, I knew he would" She answered honestly. "Are you ok?" "Yes, I'm fine" At least I think, she thought. "Oh my god" Anne said and hugged her sister. "I think you know that Anne's been called?" "Really good going sis" "Buffy, I'm still not sure on how your here" Giles said. "Neither am I" The gang all held her and told her they were glad she was back, but there was someplace out she had to be. She roamed the streets, still unfamilar to her. Now she has to get to know everything again, She still was having trouble with her footings, and her balance. She had a place to be. Her Angel's. Tell Me It's Real She entered the mansion slowly, and she walked around, She found him, He looked so lost. He looked up and saw her, part of disbelief and part of so relieved. He had to know. "Buff?" "Hey Angelus" "It worked?" "Yes, Honey It worked" "Please tell me your real" "How would you like me to prove it?" "Make love to me" "You got it" She walked up to him and put her arm on his chest and softly kissed him, while removing his clothing, He helped her remove his belt, and his pants, and she just stared at him, amazed at where they are now, and so glad to be in his arms again. She had almost forgotten the feel of him, and how big he was. She smiles, and he smiles in return. He removes her clothing, placing kisses on her breasts, her nipples and her stomach. He missed her so much, He lays her on the bed, and begans kissing her, all over her body. Her thighs, Her clit. Making her moan, He missed that. He kisses his way back up her body, and places himself at her center. He looks in her eyes, and she nods telling him she's ready, he enters her in one swift movement, she cries out. Not from pain, but from longing. He kisses her as he keeps up the speed, She's moving faster to keep up, Crashing down upon him, Feeling him complete her again. As his orgasm comes, he pinches her clit, "Cum with me baby" and she does. He holds her until her orgasm is over, and he smiles at her and gets one in return, "I love you" "I love you too" Angelus Dream I saw her in my dream, telling my to go to the library, there would be a spell, do it and she would be brought back. I walked into the library, and found a spell, on a shelf, exactly where she said it would be. How did she know? I read it, and smiled. She would be brought back to him, and she would be his again. His and Angel's again. Angel isn't strong enough to do this, He keeps telling me not to do it, he's worried, I know. I am too. I find the ingredients, and I go home and sit down and begin the spell. I miss thee, I love thee, Goddess of Love and Life, I beg thee, Bring the one I love, Home to me, Forever to be mine, Again I say, Bring my lover home, Without her, I can't go on, Make my life complete, Bring my Buffy back to me I feel the ground shake, and I smile, and nothing happens, so I frown. Fuck! Didn't work. Nobody's fool Tara walked around the building of her apartment, thinking about Parker and some other things. She was glad Buffy was back though. She found another note from Parker. Dearest Tara, I miss you terribly, I'm sorry for what I've done. I know your nobody's fool, I know I treated you wrong. I love you more than anything in the world, I miss you. I wish you would give me another chance, I'm sorry for all those times. I'm sorry. I don't know what else to say or how to make up for it, if you don't let me know, I know you love me. Come back to me. Back to Us. Love, Parker. "Damn right I'm nobody's fool, Not yours or anyone else's. I'm not going back this time Parker. Time to let you know that." Tara sat down at her computer and decided to write Parker an email, To leave her alone. or else. TO: One_Time_Lover@email.com FROM: Somebodys_DreamGirl@excite.com SUBJECT: Last Time If you thought by the subject your getting another chance, then think again! I don't want to be with you EVER AGAIN! Your broke my heart for the last time, I've moved on so why don't you? Leave me alone. Or ELSE! Tara She pushed sent and smiled, Tired of his shit. Happy Again Buffy was trying to adjust to being brought back, Angelus helped her as much as he could, so has Angel. and her family, and the gang. She smiled, "I'm happy I'm home" Angelus wrapped his arms around her waist, "Hey Baby, I'm glad your home too" "I couldn't have done this without you" He hugs her and kisses her cheek, "I love you" "I love you too" Wonder how much email I got. She opened up Angel's laptop and signed in. TO: AngelsSexySlayer@aim.com FROM: Wiccan_Willow@excite.com SUBJECT: I'm Happy! Hey Buffy, How are you? I'm so glad your back! I missed you! *hugs* -Willow "How cute" Angelus rolls his eyes, "Yeah, real cute" TO: Willow_Rosenburg@aim.com From: AngelsSexySlayer@aim.com SUBJECT: Re: I'm Happy Hey Wills, I'm good, actually. I'm adjusting. I'm glad I'm back too. *returns Hug* Buffy & Angel(us) TO: AngelsSexySlayer@aim.com FROM: Vengence_Demon@aim.com SUBJECT: Your back! Hello, Just wanted to say, Glad your back, Now can I have sex with Xander? Anya "Ew" "You can say that again" TO: Xanders_Love@yahoo.com FROM: AngelsSexySlayer@aim.com SUBJECT: Re: Your Back! An, Hey back. Glad I'm back too, Yes go have sex with Xander. Buffy & Angel(us) TO: AngelsSexySlayer@aim.com FROM: Anne_Summers@aim.com SUBJECT: Hey Sis Buffy, Theres been thousands of things I've wanted to say to you, but I could never say them. Your my sister, and I love you very much. I value you and your friendship, and I never blamed you for being a slayer, I knew you never chose it, and I know you never wanted to bring me in on it, and I know you didn't mean to burn the school, you were just protecting me and your family from the vampires that roamed. I understand, and I should've told you that sooner. I love you sis. So much. I wish I knew how to make things better between us, and our family. I know mom doesn't understand your calling, or mine now. I don't even understand why I was called, I guess because you were gone, but why didn't it go away when you got brought back? To late? I guess that means you have to teach me the ropes, Just like everything else. I never thanked you for teaching me how to swim, fight, do certain class stuff, and everything else. Or for protecting me from the bad things. And I'm sorry for never thanking you. I'm thanking you now. Thank you so much! Love, Anne. "Can I cry now?" She politely hits his arm, "Angelus!" He laughs. TO: Anne_Summers@aim.com FROM: AngelsSexySlayer@aim.com SUBJECT: Re: Hey Sis Anne, You never have to thank me, It doesn't suit you. lol. But you don't, I'm glad you understand now, What I had to do to protect you and mom and Dawn. I would do it all over again. I'm glad I was there for you, that you knew you could talk to me about anything, You still can. Never doubt that. True, we may fight and bitch and everything, but we're still sisters, and I would still do ANYTHING for you. I hope you know that. Love you back, Buffy & Angel(us) TO: AngelsSexySlayer@aim.com FROM: Dawns_NotAMONKEY@Yahoo.com SUBJECT: Dumbass Buff, you are SUCH A DUMBASS FOR GOING INTO THAT FIRE! THERE THAT IS WHAT I'VE WANTED TO SAY & I LOVE YOU & I'M GLAD UR BACK DAWN Angelus laughs, "She's hilarous!" "Just for that, I ain't replying" TO: AngelsSexySlayer@aim.com FROM: Brownhair_SassySlayer@yahoo.com SUBJECT: YOU BACK! TG! B, I'm so glad that your back! I know this is a bad time and all, but when I saw you in that fire, I thought I lost you. and then when I saw you in the library, it was like my prays were answered. I knew you wouldn't leave, And I'm so glad. P.S Don't tell anyone I pray. -F "BLACKMAIL!" "Angelus!" "What? It is" Buffy rolls her eyes. TO: BrownHair_SassySlayer@yahoo.com FROM: AngelsSexySlayer@aim.com SUBJECT: Re: YOUR BACK! TG! Faith, no worries, secrets safe with me (and Angels) ;). You can't lose me, I am here ;) I'm a survivor, Yall know that!!! *smiles*. I'm here, and you remember that. Buffy & Angel(us) "I like that" "Like what?" "Angel Angelus" "Of course, Your my Angels" "Forever, Babe" //We got her back// //now and forever// Summer's Dream Buffy and Angel started to fall asleep... Dawn started to tose and turn.. Anne started to doos off... //I Love You// //I Want You// //I Miss You// Buffy's dream started off as her and Angel and parts of Angelus walking around in a garden. He smiles at her and she starts to fall. Dawn's dream started off as her and some guy she's never saw before, "I want you" He said and then he turns on her. Anne's dream started off as her and an old friend, laying around in a bed full of roses. "I miss you" She silently said, and then she is falling. //What does this mean?// //Kill Me// //Make me love// Buffy starts to fall and then Angelus is by her side, holding her, comforting her, and then it all goes black, "What does this mean?" He turns on her and says, "Kill me" Dawn says "Kill you?" She falls, and he catches her, "Make me Love you again" "I already tried" //Doesn't matter// //I'm already dead// //Wake Me Up// "Doesn't matter as long as we're together" He kisses her gently. "Yes, Kill me" "Why?" "Because I'm already dead" Anne screams, "WAKE ME UP!!!" "Why do you want to leave me?" //Yes// //No// //Because I don't// "Always" "Yes my love, always" "No" "Yes" "You can't be" "But I am" "Because I don't want to leave you" "Don't you wanna be with me" //Forever, My Sweet// "Forever, My Sweet" All three girls said, before they woke up. "What the hell?" "What?" "You gotta be kidding me!" Judgements Dun, Dun, Dun. Everyone's making judgements, about me and Angel, about me and Angelus, about Anne's calling. I wish they would just shut the HELL UP! Oh wait, I more than wish, Wonder if I could slap them? Judgements, Judgements, Judgements. I swear, One day!! Just one day without judgements. Wonder what that one day would be like? Oh yeah! Peaceful! Can't wait for the day when they can stop putting judgements. I know! Maybe I should pull some of my own? Huh? How would they like that? Judgemental Buffy! Haha! How would they like that one? That's what I'll do, Place my own judgements Doyle*Cordelia*Willow*Oz Doyle & Cordelia Doyle & Cordelia's relationship was hitting the rocks, they fought every chance they get. But tonight, they make up. Doyle slowly removed Cordelia's clothing, he kissed her and kissed her breasts, "Your so beautiful" She smiled. Cordelia pulls off Doyle's clothing, She places kisses on his neck, he chest and his lower stomach. He grins. He places her on the bed and begins to make love to her. Kissing her body as he slowly moves inside of her. Feeling her. Completing each other. He fits so perfectly inside of her, it's like a dream. "Is this a dream?" "No, Doyle" He felt his orgasm coming, and asked her to cum with him and she does, They cum together, and laid in bed together, spent. Willow & Oz Willow & Oz have just finished making love, when Willow tells him that she feels sick. She ran to the bathroom. She threw up. Could she be pregnant? Anne's Calling "Are you sure your ready?" "Yes, Dawn." Anne came out wearing a dark outfit, dark jeans, dark tshirt, and even dark shoes. "Let's do this" Anne went out and began to slay, She felt her calling was here. Her instincts are kicking in, weakly, but their there. Buffy's watching her from afair with a smile on her face, Her twin was a slayer. with her. and Faith. She was still worried for her. Anne staked a vamp and looked at her sister, "Yippie!" "Anne, You did good!" Buffy hugs Anne, "You think so?" "Yes" What's wrong, An? Anya started to notice different things, about her, about her relationship with Xander, and her feelings. She was falling for this boy. How could she? It wasn't supposed to be like that. It wasn't supposed to end like this. So she made herself sick, Everyone thought she was pregnant. But she wasn't. She was sure of that. At least she thinks so. Maybe she could keep Xander this way. "What's wrong, An?" He asked. "I think I'm Pregnant" I lied. Maybe I wasn't lying after all. Dawn's Nightmare I was walking through the cemetery. Why am I here? I look at different things. This place doesn't look familar to me. Where is this place? I hear laughing, rain, and chainsaws. What is this place? ....Coming......Coming..... I keep saying, What is coming? ......She's coming....For......Destruction What does she want? I scream .......Only One Can Stop Her........ Who?? .........The Slayer....Her powers...Will Shine through. and Destroy her... Who?! ........Only One.... Only One? I look around and nothing and then out of nowhere a hand reaches out and grabs my ankle. Ahh! I scream and I start to run only to be stopped by quicksand. HELP?! and then I wake up. "Weird" I'm Not Pregnant Willow took a pregnancy test, and it came back, "Negative, Your not pregnant" THANK GOD! Anya found out she wasn't pregnant, but that doesn't stop her. "I'm pregnant, Xander" The Reactions "Hi Oz" "Hey Will, How did it go? Are we?" She sees the hope in his eyes, and realized he wanted a child, How can she break his heart? "No Oz, I'm sorry" "Oh" Was all he could say, His dreams were gone... "YOUR WHAT?" "I'm pregnant, with your child!" "HELL NO!" "Hell Yes, Xander, We're having a child!" "WHAT?" "You heard me" "Yeah" He doesn't a child, but oh well. I'm not really pregnant but what the hell, Make him stay with me. Dawn Tells About Her Dream "He said she's coming, Only one can stop her, The slayer" "Wonder which Slayer" "Probably B, She's been a slayer the longest" "Or it could be your or Anne" "True, True" "Research mode" "Give me a hell yeah!" "Hell yeah B" It's My Life, Not Yours Its My Life, Not theirs. Time they fucking knew that! "Hey guys, I called this meeting to let you all in something" "Whats that Buffy?" "Simple, This is my life, not yours" "What?" "I'll live it the way I want, With my Angels, Without your judgements" "We're sorry" "How would you like me to judge everything you all do?" "Everything?" "Yes, Everything" "I wouldn't" "I don't B" "We get it, We understand, No more judging your relationship with Angel" "Thank you!" Buffy sat down, and thats when Anne stood up. "I agree, It's my life too, So don't criticize me or the way I slay or the way I am. If you don't like me, Don't talk to me" "Hear hear, Sister!" "Thank You Buffy" "Yups" said Buffy with a smile. Anya tells the gang, and tells Buffy and Tara the truth. "Hi all, I'm pregnant. Me and Xander are having a baby" Everyone crowded around me, giving me their praises and support. Like I care. My two friends, Buffy and Tara come up to me, Time to come clean. "I'm not" "Not what?" asked Tara. "I'm not pregnant" "Then why did you say you were" "Payback" "Payback?" asked Buffy. "You don't know, but Xander and Willow had a thing, That's the reason why Willow thought she was pregnant. It wouldn't be Oz" "Oh, Damn, You go girl" "Good Luck, Anya" "Thanks guys" The three girls hugs and giggles at Anya's new plan for revenge. Someone's Pregnant I feel sick, Terribly sick. Throwing up, my guts. Gods, this shit hurts. I went out and bought a pregnancy test, Positive Shit! I go to the local clinic, by myself, might I add. Positive again! Shit! I'm pregnant. How in the hell can I be pregnant? How can I tell him? //Hi Honey, I'm pregnant!// Sure, that'll work. I walk through the door and I see him sitting there, He's concerned. He should be. "I'm pregnant" "I knew it would work" "What would work?" "The proficiey. It worked" "What the hell, You knocked me up on purpose!" Screamed Buffy. Newest Evil I feel so strong, I'm getting stronger everyday. I'll make them pay for sending me here! Stupid humans, they don't know, I'm here. Only one of them can defeat me, and I'll never tell. Alright I'll tell, The blond. Oh wait! that gives an option doesn't it? Two of them are blonde. Hey they look alike? Ew! They brought me here, after she was brought back. Stupid idiots, They'll all pay, For me and for her. Pray now children, Pray now. End Of Chapter Two