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If you feel bad about doing certain stuff that may or not affect you or you are scared of doing stuff or losing. Witch I can see how this can fit to your problem. I�m searching threw my brain and that all I know to help you with this.. Keep emailing me expressing everything. It is important that you do that for me. B/c like I said I know how it is to not tell everything that is on your mind or not on your mind and after words you are going to regret that you didn�t. Sometimes if problems don�t get better, you don�t know how to open up to people. And then you won�t start not knowing how to love. You can start to judge everyone and everything. Even how people eat. You�ll start fighting with family members. Anything. .. �

I know how is it to try to open up to people even if they are mean or not. I can�t explain right now and I�m sorry for that. It�s really hard on me sometimes to express stuff. . I hate it. But I�m actually expressing my self. I know I may be adding more than I should butt it will help. Don�t feel dumb. If you start expressing this. You�ll start to think different. How can I put this? Ok. Like start thinking different about you. Trust me you want to start with you b/c that is the main problem. If you can just get that, the core of problems everything will get better. Went threw this and more. You don�t need to. I have had a better faith. Even over this I still I have problems. With me and how people think of me. It�s hard to explain.

There is a lot more than this. I witch I could tell you everything. But just like you I�m a human. I can�t be perfect. Really think of this in your head. And remember what I told you on the messenger chat. About shift and moods. There are a lot of reasons why you should think about everything I just wrote for you. And why things happen. If you really start thinking about it and are able to express how you feel. How can I put this? This is hard. Ok. Things will come together in respective, like noticing things. After this you will feel. How can I put this? If you get really deep in life. This will be hard for you to imagine. It�s just like you put on some icyhott and you are lying down. And all of you are just lifted up. And its like feeling joy for the first time and knowing what It really means to feel love, joy, and anything your minds wants. Knowing this I know why girls like to pick sensitive guys that are nice and they listen to girls.

Just remember what I said about motions and moods and start thinking about a lot of other stuff. Sometimes it�s ok and not ok to open up. One main thing you really want to do is a question thing, like why I did this and why I don�t do that. Just get a perspective of things and you�ll start knowing why your parents tell you that. Remember this sometimes it is really great for you to have a hard time opening up. That�ll help you start expressing yourself better and not feeling like you didn�t say all the things that you wanted you say at the end. I hope that I can help you in ways that a real friend does. And you�ll after things go bye you�ll notice how who your really friends are and how much your family loves you. Thank you for letting me help and explain. Sometimes people tell me that they don�t under stand what I�m saying. But I really tried to express this so that you can understand. Once you email me ill get more to help you. B/c I�m getting past things too in my life. And I understand stuff now that before I couldn�t understand. So now I can with about almost anything that my mind knows. This actually helps you think a lot better in school. Trust me you�ll find out that almost everything links up together. Please email me about your problems. I would love to hear them and help! Bye for now�