A TRUE SMOKER

Posted to ASG by Mike

Notice: This excellent story has been published here just because its "home"; the Nostril Exhales page, is down for the moment (February 2000). Anyway; it's one of the best stories I've read and it's one of my own sources of inspiration. / Nabucco


She looked at the sign in the elevator.  "No Smoking".  
"Hmmm", she said
in a teasing kind of voice, "I guess I better finish this".  She
indicated her half smoked Marlboro smoldering between her fingers. 
 She
smiled as she raised the brown filter to her shiny-red lips and 
began to
drag.  She locked her eyes into mine as her cheeks caved in while 
she
sucked smoke into her mouth as hard as she could.  After about 10 
full
seconds, she inhaled the smoke quickly and deeply and immediately 
began
to suck again.  The smoke started to pour out of her nostrils, which
were less than a foot away from my face.  She sucked for an even
 longer
time the second and third drags before finally taking her red-hot
cigarette out of her mouth to flick the loose ashes off the long 
glowing
end of the Marlboro.  The smoke was pouring off both the end and 
out of
the filter as she brought it up to her mouth for another drag.
"Pretty disgusting habit, huh?", she smiled as smoke continued to
stream out of her nose.  
Her next drags weren't as long, but they were harder.  She would 
stick
the filter all the way into her mouth before starting to pull as 
hard as
she could.  She was pulling the smoke directly into her lungs now 
and
after each drag she would remove her lips from the cigarette only 
long
enough to inhale sharply and exhale about 1/3 of the smoke that 
she had
just sucked in through her mouth.  She would then continue 
to blow thick
streams out of her nostrils while she started to pull again.  
The cigarette was almost entirely smoked now, but it was still nearly
as long as it had been before she started to smoke by the elevators. 
The long, orange burning head of the cigarette was a full 3 inches long
as she tried again to flick off some of the burning tip.  Another couple
getting on the elevator looked at her and tried not to stare.  She took
one more hard, hot drag off the long butt and looked at me as she
stubbed it into the sand in the ashtray.  "I guess I can make it for a
minute without a cigarette", she said as we walked towards the elevator,
smoke pouring out of her mouth and nose.  "But only for a minute, OK?",
she purred as the doors started to close.  I could see that her hand
that she had just used to put out her hot-burning Marlboro was already
starting to reach into her purse's front pocket where she kept her
cigarettes.  
The elevator ride seemed to take forever.  About halfway up to 16th
floor, she took a new Marlboro out and held it between her fingers in
her right hand.  The other couple in the elevator got out on the tenth
floor and as the door closed behind them, she grabbed the back of my
neck with her hand holding the cigarette and started to kiss me hard
with her hot, smoky mouth.  The taste of nicotine was strong on her
tongue and her hot breath smelled like an ashtray.  The bell rang as the
elevator came to a stop on my floor.
She pulled her mouth from mine and lit her cigarette before the
elevator doors had even opened.  She took a hard, hard double-drag and
held it inside until the doors opened.  She smiled at me as she blew out
a thick stream through her nose as she walked past me into the hallway. 
"There", she sighed,  "That's better".  She put the cigarette between
her lips as she took my hand and led me down the long hallway, dragging
constantly as she walked.  She blew thick smoke out of her nose while
sucking with her mouth on the hot burning cigarette.  
By the time we reached my hotel room door at the end of the hall, the
cigarette burning hot between her lips was already almost halfway
finished.  As I inserted the key card into the door, I could hear the
long end of the Marlboro crackle hotly as she sucked on it as hard as
her lips could pull.  As we entered the room, she pulled the cigarette
from between her lips and looked down at the dark-stained filter between
her fingers with smoke gushing out of her nose.  "
Ouch, I’m burning my
lips again."  She looked into my eyes as she wet her lips with her
tongue slowly, smoke continuing to flow from her nose and parted lips. 
She took another short, but hard drag on the hot Marlboro as she stepped
into the bathroom and I heard a quick hiss as she tossed her butt into
the toilet.  "Maybe a little fresh lipstick would help.  I’ll be right
out", she whispered and shut the door.
She was in the bathroom for about a minute when I heard her start to
cough.  It was a smoker’s cough and a bad one.  At one point, I heard
her cough up something from deep in her lungs and spit into the sink. 
She stopped coughing then and I heard the water running and the sound of
her lighter’s click.  The water stopped and I heard the lighter click
again.  It was then silent for several seconds.  Then she opened the
door and appeared, wearing nothing but her silky black underwear and
smoking two cigarettes, one in each hand.  A cloud of smoke gushed out
of the bathroom with her as she walked towards me, dragging on both
cigarettes simultaneously  She inhaled in front of me, turned and
coughed again, her chest rattling as she breathed.  She kept trying to
drag deeply on the two cigarettes, but would end up coughing out huge
clouds of smoke from deep in her lungs.
"That doesn’t sound too good". I said, approaching her.
"Yeah, pretty disgusting, I know.  You should hear me in the morning. 
God, I wake up and can’t even breathe.  I just sit there and wheeze and
smoke for like the first half-hour every morning.  But, it's like I just
can't get enough nicotine."  She stopped and closed her eyes as she took
a huge drag off both cigarettes and put the twin hot-burning cigarettes
between her fingers in her left hand as she exhaled forever as she
spoke.  I usually only smoke like this when I’m alone.  I get some
pretty weird looks when I smoke like this in public.  I hope you don’t
mind."

"Not a bit", I smiled.

"I didn't think so", she said in that low, husky voice of hers.  "You
know, some people actually find smoking cigarettes kind of sexy", she
smiled, as she sucked forever on the Marlboros, the long glowing tips of
her cigarettes crackling loudly. 
  She exhaled thick clouds of smoke from her nostrils as she took
another long, hot drag off the cigarettes and crushed out the long
glowing ends as best she could in the ashtray I had set out on the
table.  She coughed hard for a few seconds, then cleared her throat as
she reached over to her purse and took out a pack of Marlboro 100's.  "I
think these might work better tonight", she said, with smoke continuing
to pour out of her mouth and nose as she talked.  She opened the pack
and slipped two of the cigarettes between her shiny red lips and lit
them, double-pumping before she removed them, and exhaled through her
mouth and nose forever while she talked.
"I started smoking 100's last year for a while.  A friend of mine bet
me that I wouldn't be able to only smoke four packs a day for a whole
week.  The only way I could do it was to smoke the longer ones. 
Besides, it's like I have to smoke the strongest brands.  I really like
these sometimes".  She stopped and sucked hard, her cheeks caving in as
she pulled as hard as she could with her shiny red lips.  The
orange-glowing ends of the two cigarettes got longer and longer, and
still she continued to suck on them.  They were both about a third of
the way gone by the time she pulled them from her mouth, a huge cloud of
thick smoke appearing for a second in front of her face, before she
sucked it all down deep into her lungs.
"You know, it's kind of ironic, but I started smoking like this when I
was trying to quit".  Smoke gushed out of her mouth and nose as she
talked.  "I got into this thing called 'rapid-smoking'.  I was like 19
and my roommate heard about this way that was supposed to help you
quit."  She took another double-drag and then continued.  
"The deal was that whenever you wanted to smoke you were supposed to go
into a small room, like a bathroom, and chain-smoke as hard as you could
until you didn't want to smoke any more and then you were supposed to
force yourself to keep on smoking, I guess until you got sick, or
something.  Well, me and my roommate and these two other girls we went
to school with would do it, usually between classes.  We would have like
twenty minutes and we would go into the bathroom and just smoke like
crazy.  Well, everybody else would get through about two or two and a
half cigarettes and they would be coughing and turning green and I'd be
sitting there, going on like my fifth cigarette  thinking, 'So, what's
the big deal?'.  
So, the girl who's idea this was says, 'O.K., Michelle, you're gonna
have to smoke harder.  You've just got to smoke until you can't smoke
anymore or this isn't going to work'.  So, I tried everything.  I tried
smoking two, I tried to finish each cigarette in like five monster
drags, I even tried taking the filters off the ends and smoking them
that way.  It just didn't seem to matter.  I would usually start
coughing pretty bad, but every time we'd go in there, I would go through
my six or seven cigarettes and still feel like I wanted another one when
the time was up.  When it was time to leave, everybody else would be
coughing and hurrying to get out into the fresh air and I'd be the last
one out, sucking down my last two cigarettes past the letters and into
the filters, burning my lips.  My roommate was pretty bad, too, so what
ended up happening is that every time we smoked together, we just got
used to smoking like that.  We would get home from school, shut the dorm
room door, close all the windows and she'd say, 'O.K., rapid-smoke
time', and we'd sit and smoke like a pack each in about an hour.  The
smoke would get so thick in there that you could barely see the other
side of the room.
Well, it eventually worked for her and she quit about three months into
it, but I was in pretty bad shape.  I had just started smoking like that
normally, I was so used to it.  I moved into my own apartment later that
year and started smoking almost constantly.  Not just holding them and
letting them burn, but like constantly dragging and sucking on them, a
lot of times two at once.  It's really bad.  I started going through at
least six packs a day right away.  Now it's like a whole carton
sometimes if I have a day by myself".
  "A whole carton?" I asked.  "Well", she said, sucked for about five
seconds as hard as she could, and continued, "Normally, I smoke a
cigarette about every ten minutes, or so.  Times like tonight though, or
when I'm home alone, I chain-smoke and it really only takes me about
three minutes to smoke each one, so I can go through like fifteen or
even a whole pack in like an hour really easy."  She turned to the side
and coughed hard for a few seconds, and then sucked down a long and hard
double-hit, the long ends of her cigarettes glowing hot as they crackled
in the silence.  She exhaled a huge thick double stream of smoke through
her nose while she turned her head slightly and coughed deeply, smoke
pumping out of her lungs.  She took a last hot and deep drag off both
and crushed out the long glowing ends into the ashtray.s
"My smoker's cough is getting really bad, though".  She stopped to
light two fresh Marlboros, pulling on them as hard as she could before
turning to the side to cough deeply, thick smoke pulsing out of her
mouth and nose with each deep, wet, hacking cough.  She stopped, took a
desperate looking triple-pump, as if to replace the smoke that she had
been forced to cough out, and looked at her shaking hand holding the two
Marlboros.  "Look at that", she said, shaking her head.  "It's like a
permanent nic fit.  Only 26 years old and I've already got nicotine
stains on my fingers".  She sucked down another double hit, breathing it
out her nose as she tried to tap some loose ash off the two long,
glowing heads of the cigarettes in her hand.  "Pretty out of control, I
know.  I'm glad you don't mind".  Her eyes shined at me through the
thick cloud of blue smoke that now filled the dimly lit hotel room.  She
positioned herself directly in front of me, her face not more than six
inches from mine.
She then took the longest drag I’ve ever seen off the two cigarettes
together.  She left the two long-burning Marlboros in her mouth and she
reached down with her hands and started to stroke me through my
underwear, as she continued to suck hard with her mouth as she exhaled
through her nose.  She was nearly done with the two cigarettes and she
had only lit them about two minutes ago.  The ends looked hot and
dangerous as she took them out of her mouth and flicked a little of the
ash onto the floor.  "Who cares.  Not our floor, huh?"  She smiled as
she stuck the twin filters between her red, moist lips and sucked down
the last inch and a half off both of them all the way through the
letters and into the filter.  She stroked me harder as she blew out the
thickest cloud of dark smoke I had ever seen through her mouth and
nose.  She got about halfway through her second monster exhale, smoke
pouring out of her lungs, when she started to cough again.  She coughed
hard for a few seconds, cigarettes between her teeth, and then started
to suck on the still burning butts, long glowing ends glowing bright in
the dark room.   
She finally took them out of her mouth and crushed out what was left of
the two cigarettes into the ashtray.  She stopped stroking me for a
moment as she reached over, put a fresh cigarette between her lips, and
lit it with her shaking hand.  She put her head back and dragged on the
cigarette as she started to stroke me slowly again.  I could see the
hot-glowing end of the Marlboro getting longer and longer as she sucked
with her mouth, blowing thick clouds through her nose while she sucked. 
She kept her head back as she started to stroke me harder and I heard
her moan in a low smoky voice while she continued to pull on the now
half-gone cigarette still between her lips.  
"It is so nice to be able to smoke like this.  I don't think you
understand.  I could do this all night."  She then started an
unbelievably long drag.  The sucked down about three inches of the
red-hot cigarette in about fifteen seconds, before finally stopping to
inhale to the bottom of her lungs and blow some of the smoke out of her
nose.  She was stroking me harder now as she wet her hot, red lips with
her moist tongue, smoke continuing to pour out of her nose and parted
lips in thick clouds.  "Maybe I will", she smiled before taking a huge,
red-hot drag off the shrinking cigarette.  She reached over to crush it
out and coughed deeply before clearing her throat as she took out
another cigarette.  "It gets pretty bad sometimes when I get going like
this, it's like I can't stop".
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