starrynite2

The hairs on her back look so soft, like newborn baby's. Her sweet perfume mixed with our evaporated sweat fills the entire room. I kiss her neck, her ears, her shoulders, and her back and then turn her around. She looks at me with her pretty almond eyes that capture my soul.

She did not say anything but silence. Are we doing the right thing? I don't know. I cannot think of it but let myself loose control by my emotion. I miss her so much...I never thought I could be able to get so close to her; yet she is in my arms, totally naked� my chest press against her warm breasts. Our legs are like snakes that twisted and locked onto each other�s. I feel her soft feet with my toes and I try to write the world I love you on her feet with my toe. AC is turned to maximum yet I am melting with her lovely whisper. None of us can be able to say, "I love you" because we know this relationship will not go anywhere. All we have is now. But deep inside of us, we know we do want to be with each other and escape as far as possible and wish the clock can stop forever.

It's always about timing. I met her at the wrong time and she was pregnant when she was just about to tell her husband that she wanted a divorce. She does not know if the pregnancy can save her marriage or destroy her life furthermore since she sees the marriage as a tunnel without light on the other end. We do not know what will happen with us if she is not married. Maybe we will never get the chance to know each other. Maybe we would fall in love with each other madly. Or perhaps I will be the father of her unborn baby. I have never met anyone so gentle and nice to me.
She holds me in her arms again; pressing her lips against my neck.
"On please... no hickie my dear; or I will give you one that you will ended up having a war in your house tonight when you go home." I tease her. But I will never do that to her. I know it would hurt her feeling. I hate this kind of relationship we have. Sometimes I look at us as a couple of sinners and we should go to hell when we die. But sometimes I think we are so different that moral in the world cannot ban us from seeing each other.

I see worries in her eyes. I kiss her eyelids, smiling, and ask her what is she worrying about?

She says nothing really. But I know that she is thinking She is thinking about our future. She finally asks me " Is it gonna fade away once I go back?"

"What is going to fade away, my dear?" Whispering into her ears, I pretend not knowing what she's talking about while I start to kiss her left ear.

What am I to say? Tell her to file a divorce? Tell her to run away with me? She giggles while I start to kiss and lick her neck. "Lets buy a bigger suitcase and then you can take me with you. I will let you hold me from my back and kiss my neck on top of Empire State Building while we are so close to heaven and looking down on the street of Gotham City." She smiles back to me and says "Walk me on the street of Soho and find me the pair of funky shoes so I can walk with you while you have the whole world on your shoulder." I start to feel her shoulder with my lips. Biting her softly with my teeth again; working my way toward the tip of her breast.

She asks me to enter her now, and I slowly move myself into her.....

What else do we have now? I try to make the moment last forever as I move myself into her. I look at her beautiful lips and kiss her. I listen to her pleasure moans as I move myself faster and faster, bringing her to another climax.

She calls my name.. Whispers in my ear.

"I love you."

That is all I want to hear, isn't it? That is all I want from her. I want her more then just liking me, but loving me. Tears drop from my eyes and fall from my heart as I gasp for air on top of her. Giving all I have in me into her. I shiver with pleasure and shake myself vigorously while she grabs onto me tightly. For that moment, we are one; no force in the universe can break us apart.

I have no right to ask for anything else but just that second. I know that, after today, we might never have the chance to see each other again.

Just try to make that second.. last forever...