deargodsis

she told me it's over with him. and she hated him for being childish and there were no way to talk or communicate with him at all. he always called him names and i could see the problem the first time i heard them talking on the phone. she told me on the phone that she wanted to see me tonight. she had no one to talk to for these days and she needed some direction.

was it my imagination? for an instance, i could swear that i had seen tears dropped slowly from her eyes over her pink cheeks. But then i had realized she did not. she did not cry at all. no tears.
that was really my imagination. but i did not know why, it seemed like i could be able to see through her camouflaged disguise and discovered her real self; i could see her heart was weeping.
i wanted to tell her that it was always hard to grow up. and i wanted to tell her that no reasons were needed for being crazy about someone you just met a few times. but i also want her to know that.. it is not love.. it is called bedazzlement. but all the pain, happiness, craziness, will be gone once she grows up.
i wanted to tell her one of those days someone who is good enough for her would come and he would, like a key.. opened up her locked up heart and one of those days, she would know how to love and to be loved.. and one of those days, she won't feel lonely at all.. one of those days...