affair

she cried continuously. she felt that it's the end of the world. she wanted to cry until all her tears were gone.... she cried.. cried and cried... finally she got so tired from all these crying she had made. it was even worse then the morning hang over she had always experienced after a wild night party.

After she had spent all her tears, she started to think about some problems in her relationship. he will never come back to her again! this damn loser, who had told her nothing but lies. he would never tell her anything true if he could be able to cover it with lies. he probably wanted to dump her a long time ago but he never had the right chance to do so. then she had to show up at his office without notice and saw him and his new girlfriend making out. according to his personality, he would normally lie to her. but for this time, he didn't even bother to lie to her anymore. it just showed how bad he wanted to leave her.
what was there to do if she just kept on crying? if a man does not love you anymore, he would not come back to you no matter what you do. you could commit suicide, you could cut your wrist, you could take all the pills in the world. he wouldn't even turn his head back to look at you at all.

now she knew that result of their relationship. it was something she had always wonder and now she finally saw it. now after seeing it, she did not know what she should do for tomorrow or in the future. but she was pretty sure of one thing... it was just useless to hang around here. it would only show how pitiful and pathetic she could be.

she turned around and took the elevator to the ground floor. got herself a cab and went home.

then she took a 4 days sick-day. lying in bed for 4 days, then she took another 3 days of sick-day. then the weekend came. finally when she went back to work on monday, she realized none of her pants would hang on her waist anymore. they had all became too large for her.

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it was only last week that she started to suspect her fianc� might be have an affair. he never told her where exactly his worksite was no matter how much she had asked her. she figured out a way to find where he worked by calling his co-worker and tricked him to tell her the information. the first thing that she saw when she walked into his job site was him kissing that girl. she did not even think for a second and she step straight up to him and gave him a slap on his face. then she stretched her arm and grabbed that girl. she slapped that girl and scratched the girl's cute face with her nails. he rushed over and grabbed her arms so she could not be able to move her arm to do more damage to that girl. then she started to kick him.

"who is this woman?" she screamed at him.
"i wanted to tell you about this. but i was afraid it would turn out to be like today." he said.

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after being with him for 10 years, he had finally divorced his wife. she thought now it's her chance to be with him and marry him. but who knows that her boyfriend just had a new younger, prettier girlfriend. she had spend all of her precious time with him. all her youth had gone on this man. and now she is not young anymore. what is going to be her future? when will she find herself another spring; or a new life? she would never know......