january, 07, 2000

money isn't everything...

but i won't be free if i didn't have any cash on hand..

the day went by.. it had been so hectic...

driving ... bank... driving.. home.. need the car.. here and there...

looking back at the picture i took in college.... i feel so old.

does not telling what's in my mind hurt anyone at all??

yes i admit.. i think and i am thinking all the time. no matter were i am and what i

am doing.

it feels good to be needed.. isn't it?

my weak point is that... i am just so easily to trust people,

and i used to think... "i do make a differece?.. yes i do"

but there are people in the world that can never be trusted.. ever!!

some would never realize that... you can never change anyone! no matter how

hard you try

i am only trying to protect myself.. by not talking at all