| Well, Geocities fucked me over, and I have to start a new fucking home page. Look for a new look as a result. As I was saving my page last week, they decided to yank my whole site. So, I started saving, and then it decided, oop you've used too much. So I had to scrap my whole image of Hell. No more techno geek. Now we're into blues. I think I want to edit this to have the hallucinatory background in scarlets, but that's another day. So, i am quite sure you are sick of reading this. Oh, and if you have ideas for my index webpage, e-mail me. My e-mail is [email protected] (DUH!). You guys are going to hate me for this. GIVE ME IDEAS FOR THE NEW LOOK. Last cool update: thoughts page 2 is finished, look for page 3 10/23/01, writings, 10/21/01 |
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| But, I am waiting for Andrea to say hi to me. In the end, it was a fun night, and I am glad I went. In other news, Derek is getting even more ticked. He is whining about how he's not confrontational, and that we are not bending to his lifestyle. He wants us to be organized for him. He wants me to organize my shit just so he can live his happy, placid little life without confrontation and anger. Well, fuck that. He can either bend a little, which he has been doing somewhat) and start communicating, or get yelled at and ostracized for the rest of the year by me. *whew* Writing angry run-on sentences are energy-consuming. The thing is, I tried an experiment. I tried giuving him the silent treatment, and not communicating why I was angry and he didn't realize that I was mocking him. Then I growled what my problem was, and he, happily, bounced up and solved it. This proves my point that communicating works better than silence. I think we need to have a house meeting sometime soon, but I dunno when. It won't be tonight or tomorrow, or sat, or sun. Monday/Tue after midnight works for me, and Thu sounds good too. |
| So, I am going to Stratford on Wednesday. I get to see one of my fave plays: All's well that ends well, and The Threepenny Opera. Yay! I can't wait. *does happy dance* AWTEW is an awesome dark comedy from the Bard. Very funny and wicked. Oh, and don't worry about me and my anger. I like my anger. I am glad that it comes and goes. Luckily its not depression much. The thing that worries me is if my anger will ever get out of control. I am signed in to a lease with Derek for 1 more year +. If we get angry enough too soon, it will be a miserable year. Especially for him, since I am well-versed in the arts of revenge. But, oh well, such as life. Today's thought: "it's too late and I'm ready to fight. So what? Now, I'm ready to fight." - Ministry |
| 06/27/02 Oh My Goth pt. II Well, last night I went to the Lab for Deep Dark Retro night. The finally played my song: Ministry - So What. Yippee skippy!! It was a fun as hell night, hearing Siouxsie and other classic goth bands mixed in with some minor EBM. All this added up to 2.5 hours of dancing with only 2 breaks. Also at the Lab, apparently, was Andrea. *growl* Andrea has invited me and Shoshana to her soiree for somebody I don't even know. It is next week Wednesday when I will be at Stratford. Yummy Shakespeare. But, apparently both I and Shoshsana are added at the bottom (along with Derek) as if the apartment was an after-thought. An addition to make her list bigger. We also both agreed that it would be better if she invited us to hang with her at something smaller. If I could, I probably wouldn't go to the party, mainly because I only know a handful of people, and only slightly (Kristin, her bf, Martin (who prolly wouldn't even be there), Phil, etc). And, she didn't even try to call us to see if we wanted to go to the Lab with her. We just showed up on our own. I said Hi to Kristin, b/c I don't have a beef with her. |
