I didn't care, wouldn't listen to any friends
They didn't understand what it was like
I tried to go on, but instead I cried
Alone, 2 AM at my wit's end
Would I ever be complete again?
Would I fail, should I give it up?
I couldn't go on, I was just stuck
So I just gave up
People helped, but I didn't see it
All the right answers when I didn't need them
I gave up, I couldn't pretend
One night I thought about just ending it all
Nothing compared to what you dealt with
But I promised myself I'd never fall
But I thought about it
Alone, 2 AM at my wit's end
Would I ever be complete again?
Would I fail, should I give it up?
I couldn't go on, I was just stuck
So I just gave up
I was ready, the blade was out
So was my wrist
This would be the second time they kissed
Once before to help with a promise
Ironic how this one would break a promise
Alone, 2 AM at my wit's end
Would I ever be complete again?
Would I fail, should I give it up?
I couldn't go on, I was just stuck
So I just gave up
They were about to press
Metal and flesh
Angry at myself for what I was about to do
Anger at my family for what they put me through
I couldn't do it
I thought it was because I was weak
I threw the cutter, solved it, nice and neat
I cried, huddled still cold and broke
I don't deny I lost all hope
Alone, 2 AM at my wit's end
Would I ever be complete again?
Would I fail, should I give it up?
I couldn't go on, I was just stuck
But I couldn't give up
I woke up, went on with my life
Put a smile on, ignored the strife
I lied to myself and my friends
I hoped one day I'd be complete again
I got the help
I got a home
I got the family to call my own
I wouldn't sleep cold and alone
And you're the first people to which this secret's told
The ones who're helping me still today
Love me for what I am
You're not my friends
You're my family