That time is gone
And now things are calmer
So nothing is wrong
And now I'm more thankful for what I have
Because I'll never forget when my life got bad
I remember the nights of sleeping outside
I remember the friendships that were just betrayals and lies
I remember the help that was offered
The help that I refused
The times that I faultered
The times I was confused
The times I thought of giving up
The times my walls caved in
The times of not giving a fuck
And all the times I sinned
I remember wanting more
I remember getting less
All the times that my soul was sore
And now I must confess
Maybe I deserved punishment
But not to this extreme
But I will always remember it
This helped me meet me