Long time no see.
 What's Your Style? Find out @ She's Crafty Alright, i haven't updated in a couple weeks, but I've been really busy, with the sweet heart swirl, and all-state. That's the major one. I practiced so much for all-state. I'll probably update some what more often than that. I've got some new content coming, and eventually a new layout. Tammy- 2-22-02 + 1:01pm uh Sigh, I met my distant cousin today. Well I met her monday and we realised our relations today at the basketball game. Her name is Nettie, she plays clarinet. She moved from klahowya. She's my brother in laws brothers sister in law. oh yeah. Tammy- 2-6-02 + 10:08pm Please, stop. Why do you need to mess with my emotions? As if it isn't enough to sit around and be anti-social. I was better off on my own, without this emotional roller coaster you've put me through. I've been so high, to sink so low. Who is my friend, who is a foe? feelings for you, I no longer know. I'd love to hate you, so I hate to love you, why didn't you leave me alone? Why can't I live on my own, without social standards to call me down upon, or mediocere society heroicaly saving me from death which i wanted so many times before. Tammy- 2-2-02 + 9:09pm I'm too lazy for my own good. I should upload the pictures from new years. I think i'm going to put them on envy, and save Louie the space. So one of these days they'll be up. I just got reminded because the chick with big boobs e-mailed me. lol. I didn't know her name so I said that, and then she emailed me with that as the subject. I think her name in Lynzy. If I ever talk with Chris again I'll have to give him her e-mail.^_^ Tammy- 1-25-02 + 5:47am Damn loosers, how dare you talk about band like that! Blah. I tried to figure out how to get greymatter up, but it wasn't working, so I'm giving up for now. Tomorrow we preform for the carl vinson, yay. Tammy gets to miss classes tomorrow! woohoo! woohoo! Oh well. My step-dad is getting me a lunch able. Well, Karen isn't going to help me get a guy goto swirl. Her and adam offered to though. So that was nice. She dared me to ask Chris or Zach. So I asked Chris, and I think he said yes. Tammy- 1-22-02 + 8:51pm Hooray for LOUIS! Alright, after alot of obsenities and kicking to my computer, I uploaded my site to LOUIS' site. He is such a doll! Thanks man, I owe you! Karen is going to try and help me get a guy to Sweetheart swirl, that would rock, he's cute! But I can't help thinking of Chris... damn- Tammy- 1-16-02 + 4:49pm The Cat in the Hat Cat talked to me today on AIM about my blog, and talked about me thinking the 22 year old guitarest of Third was hot. She understood how I think older guys are better looking than younger ones. I can't type today, geez! but she sent me to Make-Out Club, Wang-out Club for hardcore guys, and Undies-Only Club for guys in briefs. Oh yeah. Well, that's about all. I guess Chris still likes me, but I'm too young that he doesn't want to get me into bad things. Or something along those lines.. Right, what a load of crap. Erg, if I wasn't so busy liking him, I swear I would hate him to death! I don't know why I don't. But of course, I dont get to choose my feelings... erg! Tammy- 1-15-02 + 5:43pm You Drive me Crazy Bored, Bored, Bored. I dyed my hair red/brown(suposed to be light blonde, damn lying box), talked with karen and louis for a little while, then someone imed me and told me to upload the layout, so i figured okay, wierd person I don't know, who i probably do know, is iming me to upload the layout, it must be the great voices of ozz. Tammy- 1-13-02 + 9:22pm I'm choppin' Broccoli! Well, after a bad case of mono, alot of itchy red polka-dots, A quart of blood and a pint of bennadril, I think I'm finally getting better! First week back to school was boring. Tonight I'm going to Club Impart with Karen, if her parents actually let her. Time To Fly are playing. Yay! I supose I could start talking about how crappy my life feels right now, but I know what it would lead to, so I'll keep it most in, because the people who I call friends will think I'm using halucinagenets or whatever. If it weren't for music, I think I would die. I'm sick of playing these charades. I feel drunk but I'm sober, I'm young and I'm underpaid, I'm tired but I'm working, yeah. I care but I'm restless, I'm here but I'm really gone, I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby. What it all comes down to, Is that everything's gonna be quite alright, I've got one hand in my pocket, And the other is flicking a cigarette. What is all comes down to, Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet. Tammy- 1-12-02 + 11:39am Thanks for taking my layout, Karen! ^_^ Blah, I feel like crap. Hell, I've felt like crap all day. My throat hurts, my head is swelling, i can't breath out of my nose. So one would say, 'that sucks you had to spend new years at home, sick!' but did I do the smart thing? of course not! I went to the show in Tacoma! Damn, it was cool. I got a few pictures, I'll post them later, when the swelling goes down. Arr. There were are few hot guys there, like the guitarist of one of the bands... ;), oh baby was he hot. You know who i'm talking about, Chris... lol. Atleast I didn't try to take pictures of his dick, like you tried to take pictures of that chick because she had big boobs. *sigh* And Karen, I went to your site today, it has almost the same layout! Only dif. picture, and the colours are changed! Arrr! Send you over the plank, we shall.... no hard feelings, I know how you are :D Tammy- 1-1-02 + 4:07am New Temp. Layout. Alright, so I'm a bum. I feel like such a loser. I'm sitting here, working on a temporary blog layout, while listening to bands like The Rolling Stones, and The Mirror! God Tammy! Get your mind out of the sixties! I wanted to join a 'clique' for insomniacs, but you needed to have a domain name, or be hosted by one, no free servers. so I fugre they can just kiss my ass, I didn't like it anyways. Honestly! For petes sake, will I ever get over the damn boy? What makes it almost none better at all. I went to the mall the other day, and saw his Mom and his Sister! Atleast I'm past the 'I have to be dreaming, this couldn't have happened! After all we didn't go through!' phase. Karen tells me not to give up, yet I have a hard time thinking that I can just keep silently pursuing. I don't even know why he broke up with me. Damn You, Christopher! On other Chris related news, I need to call his mom and ask for her delicious Turkey recipe she used on Thanksgiving! It was great.Right now, the song i'm listening to, the chorus goes 'yes i need lsd' funny, eh? But I can't seem to get ahold of her, and I feel wierd as hell calling her house in hopes to talk with her, not Chris.... The Hottest guy works at Chris' job, and no, it isn't Chris! I dont know his name, i was afraid to ask, because he looked tooo old for me :( But he was easily the coolest looking guy I'd seen all day. Oh well, enough of my useless blabbering. Tammy- 12/29/01 + 3:03amPST Should I have gotten drunk with the funky lookin punk? I went to the Magnetic North CD Release show last night, it cost a whole $5 to get in.. It was fun. Third, the second band up, rocked! I wanted to mosh to them, but I had a fear to mosh, because I was wearing my lab coat, and I felt like Chris kept watching everything I did, because he wanted to see me mosh..(not the chris I like, but another guy in one of my classes).. I finally moshed during magnetic North though, they were cool, then when I was standing there watching(i was standing next to the cutest guy in the world and i am kicking myself for not talking to him, if you care). Some guy, who looked like a complete punk, a real punk. He was wearing a leather jacket with studs and patches all over it, he had a faded green/blue mohwak which wasn't done up. And he came up to me and this is our convo, so I don't have to type out he said I saids.: Uh, No. Not usually. Oh, Because I've got a 24 pack of bear(he says this opening his coat revealing a bottle of bear), and I wanted someone to drink with. Oh, sorry. Thanks anyways. I chipped a tooth moshing, how awesome is that! I wish I had the tooth piece still though, but it wasn't very big, just a little peice. I got Thirds cd, Cause Chris came back and gave one to Erin, and asked if me or the other guy sitting by Erin(I had found his name earlier, but forgot it), and we were like yeah, go get one. So then Chris said no cause he would look greedy, so he picked me up and carried me across the mobs of people, making me look really stupid. And then we went up to the HOT Guitarist of Third and asked for it. I wanted to ask him his name and how old he was, but I was too taken back by his beautious playing skills and hidious hair-do. I hope Karens not mad at me for going without her. I mean, I can't stand around waiting for her parents to allow her to go forever. That sounds mean, but it's true! Oh well. Tammy- 12-22-01 + 2:16pm Life is a riddle, sometimes it's as easy as cake and you love it, yet as soon as it gets hard and you can't figure the answers out you want to destroy it. Blah, all my muscles hurt, my face hurts, I'm tired and I still have a map to do for US History... grr. I would just like to thank Eric, for making me believe that talking, and crying really gets things out. Really! I would! So now, instead of feeling like crap and just keeping it inside and resolving it myself, I feel the need to cry and tell EVERYONE! even though my shyness keeps it all in. Reserving my complaining for karen. To everyone else I am fine! Nothing could be wrong at all! Oh sure, Chris and I broke up! That was over a week ago, I was over that a long time ago! If I was over it would I always talk about it every other toppic, but then again, I dont to most people, only karen! And my blog, so anyone reading this.. woohoo! I'm just lettin' the world see my inner most feelings. Bright, Tammy. Real Bright. Ah well. I'm going to arrange 'across the universe' by the beatles into concert band music... just for spite, mr white didn't take me seriously... oh boy'll he be surprised when I come back from break with a huge pile of crap that I'll try to pass off as music. Cory got into the 'Honor Band'! what is that? I must know! I need to be in it next year! I dont care! ;) Tammy- 12/20/01 : 10:04pm | right now your at crossroads, you don't know where to turn. From these lessons I would hope you'd learned, anything at all. What you will gain from this, is something no one can. The perfect words can't even express, the cavities of scares. Now that you're getting older, I think that you'd like to be free. The fact that you're tired of something, I know everyone would agree. Infact you've run the race, you found humanity. Believe me that's not what God had instore, it's really something more. I can't keep promissing, what you will see for yourself. A simple choice of where you'll always dwell, will drop and hold your place. Now that you're getting older, I think that you'd like to be free. The fact that you're tired of something, I know everyone would agree. right now your at crossroads, you don't know where to turn. From these lessons I would hope you'd learned, anything at all. What you will gain from this, is something no one can. The perfect words can't even express, the cavities of scares. |
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