Picture from Harpers Bazaar, edited in PSP. HTML in notepad. 10|19|02
17:22;
Wow, a new layout, not that anyone cares. I have an over flowing life, anyone want some of it? I hate having problems and confusion. Anyone want a boy? I promise he's super cute, and extremely sweet. I really should be lesbian, I find to many guys attractive. I have a serious boyfriend(or atleast i think it is serious), and we've been together nearly a year, yet I still look at other guys thinking 'wow, he has a nice butt', or 'i wonder if he has a girlfriend..' yeah. So, I am dumb. My boyfriend went to the homecoming dance with me, and complained for the most part of it, until we left after an hour of being there. He doesn't like my friends, he acts like he can put up with them, but I can tell he can't, by the way he cringes, and quickly rushes off. Perhaps if I were more popular he would like my friends more, he likes popular people. But then I think about it, being popular would mean I had to talk to people that I don't necessarily like. Oops, My bad. I guess he will just have to survive. Or perhaps not, he seems to like a girl in band with me flirting with him. Can you believe that when I confronted him about it, he told me "I didn't want to be an ass to her", I mean, what in the world is that suposed to mean? 'Oh, I'm sorry darling, I had sex with this other guy, but don't get mad, I tried to walk away, but he kept persuing and I didn't want to seem mean.' Then he got mad with me for going to one of my guy friends for help with guitar! What the heck! I wasn't aware that asking one of my friends for help was a sin, it isn't like I needed help kissing or something, it was a flipping guitar chord! Whatever.
On other news, Open house at the castle is coming up, oh boy, I will get 2/5 of my grades! I have an A and a C there. And thats after missing like 10 days, haha. Life is good. I have two C's, and I'm not sure about my grade in wind ensemble at OC, oh well. later.
10|17|02
5:30;
My Philosophy 101 class is studying the philosophy of religion. Being behind, I just began reading it, but I did take notes. I have come to a conclusion. If you believe in God, it is like a free life insurance. I mean, look at it this way, God is looking out for you, he will only push you to your limit, not past it, and he will watch over you life, making what is suposed to happen, happen! And it assures you a good spot in the after life.
Anyways, I am a 16 year old Junior in High school, and Freshman in college. I believe that if war is in-evitable then it might as well happen, and i am rather pessimistic on my look to life. I will put more later. This is my site, the links at the top are for navigation.
