A Gallery of Myself - By Phil Jones

Acien - Poetry

Simply Words:
Simply words
Nothing more
Nothing less
The words you said
You said you feel
The way you felt
You said was real

I was left alone
With so much to hope for
Now I�m left with nothing
Nothing I want
Nothing I can have
Only hope
Hope that some day you will be mine

That hope is all that remains
The hope that gives me nothing
What is hope
If you don�t know what to hope for?

How can you live
If you have nothing to live for?

How can I live
If the only thing I want I can't have?

How can I die
If I don�t feel I�ve ever truly lived?

Why am I stuck in this suffering?
Why can't I make it end?
Why does it rip me apart
Even though I can't explain why?
I don�t know what to do

Fjord:
I was nothing to you
I was nothing at all
I was just a passageway
A stepping stone

You said I was so much more
You made me feel I was loved
You made me love you

You never knew how I felt
You continued your life
Without a thought of my feelings
How could you have known?

A pain aches inside of me A nameless pain
A pain that aches for you
A pain that won't stop to have you
A pain that you�re the only cure for

To love you and to hold you
Is all I want
It's all I beg of
It's all I pray for

But I was nothing to you
I was a stepping stone
I was an obstacle to you
And now that I�m out of the way
I feel I am out of your life
I was simply brushed aside

I would have loved for you
I would have cared for you
I would have made sure you were happy
You could have been a goddess

But I was brushed aside

Orbs:
It was set off like a trigger
When I saw them I just started sinking
Sinking into an endless black hole of beauty
The deep colours flash by
Such a thing shouldn�t be meant for any human to experience

The shape
The colour
Are enough to drive anyone insane

Your eyes are the one true beauty
The one true beauty of earth
I feel my legs weaken
I feel my heart sink
I feel at true ease when I see them

The peace that I can see in those eyes
The comfort of self esteem
The pride
All of which drive me insane

Why must those eyes be taken away from me?
Why can't they be here in front of me always?
I wish I can just stare at them forever
I wish I could be at true peace
The true peace
That I can see in those eyes

Soaring:
Can you teach me to fly

To fly happily like the birds
To float peacefully like the clouds
To smile brightly like the sun
To gaze all knowingly like the stars

Or am I to stay grounded with all this chaos?

Death
Murders
Anger
Sadness
Jealousy
Hatred...
Am I no better than that?
Or was I meant to stay on the ground,
Where I can become no better?

Why can't I fly...?
Fly just like you...

Nice Guys Don't Finish At All:
We're the sensitive ones...
The nice ones...
The ones who actually do care...
The ones that love you, for who you are...

And what do we get in return?

We are lied to and expected to forgive
We are cheated on and expected to forget
We are taken advantage of to no end...

And why do we keep doing it?

We do it in hopes of one day finding the one...
The one who cares for us as we would for them...

The one who is forever impossible to obtain...
The one thats always just out of our reach...
The one we really, truly love...

They say "Nice guys finish last"
That's actually quite far from the truth...
Nice guys don't finish at all...

Somnium Intereo:
I had a dream that I could fly
I can feel each moment
As time goes by

We'd never be too far away
You would always be here
I heard you say

I never thought
Thought that it would be our last good bye
I still can dream
That one day love will fall from the sky

Do you still remember
All the time that has gone by?
Do you still believe that
Love can fall out from the sky?

If from where you're standing
You can see the sky above
I'll be waiting for you
If you still believe in love

Find a way
To bring back yesterday
Find a way for love

I hope you'll stay
When tomorrow comes today
Love will find a way

I'll be waiting for you
In my heart you are the one
If I cannot find you
I will look up to the sun

If from where you're standing
You can see the sky above
I'll be waiting for you
If you still believe in love

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	Simply Words: Simply words Nothing more Nothing less The words you said You said you feel The way you felt You said was real I was left alone With so much to hope for Now I�m left with nothing Nothing I want Nothing I can have Only hope Hope that some day you will be mine That hope is all that remains The hope that gives me nothing What is hope If you don�t know what to hope for? How can you live If you have nothing to live for? How can I live If the only thing I want I can't have? How can I die If I don�t feel I�ve ever truly lived? Why am I stuck in this suffering? Why can't I make it end? Why does it rip me apart Even though I can't explain why? I don�t know what to do


	Fjord: I was nothing to you I was nothing at all I was just a passageway A stepping stone You said I was so much more You made me feel I was loved You made me love you You never knew how I felt You continued your life Without a thought of my feelings How could you have known? A pain aches inside of me A nameless pain A pain that aches for you A pain that won't stop to have you A pain that you�re the only cure for To love you and to hold you Is all I want It's all I beg of It's all I pray for But I was nothing to you I was a stepping stone I was an obstacle to you And now that I�m out of the way I feel I am out of your life I was simply brushed aside I would have loved for you I would have cared for you I would have made sure you were happy You could have been a goddess But I was brushed aside


	Orbs: It was set off like a trigger When I saw them I just started sinking Sinking into an endless black hole of beauty The deep colours flash by Such a thing shouldn�t be meant for any human to experience The shape The colour Are enough to drive anyone insane Your eyes are the one true beauty The one true beauty of earth I feel my legs weaken I feel my heart sink I feel at true ease when I see them The peace that I can see in those eyes The comfort of self esteem The pride All of which drive me insane Why must those eyes be taken away from me? Why can't they be here in front of me always? I wish I can just stare at them forever I wish I could be at true peace The true peace That I can see in those eyes


	Soaring: Can you teach me to fly To fly happily like the birds To float peacefully like the clouds To smile brightly like the sun To gaze all knowingly like the stars Or am I to stay grounded with all this chaos? Death Murders Anger Sadness Jealousy Hatred... Am I no better than that? Or was I meant to stay on the ground, Where I can become no better? Why can't I fly...? Fly just like you... Nice Guys Don't Finish At All: We're the sensitive ones... The nice ones... The ones who actually do care... The ones that love you, for who you are... And what do we get in return? We are lied to and expected to forgive We are cheated on and expected to forget We are taken advantage of to no end... And why do we keep doing it? We do it in hopes of one day finding the one... The one who cares for us as we would for them... The one who is forever impossible to obtain... The one thats always just out of our reach... The one we really, truly love... They say "Nice guys finish last" That's actually quite far from the truth... Nice guys don't finish at all...


	Somnium Intereo: I had a dream that I could fly I can feel each moment As time goes by We'd never be too far away You would always be here I heard you say I never thought Thought that it would be our last good bye I still can dream That one day love will fall from the sky Do you still remember All the time that has gone by? Do you still believe that Love can fall out from the sky? If from where you're standing You can see the sky above I'll be waiting for you If you still believe in love Find a way To bring back yesterday Find a way for love I hope you'll stay When tomorrow comes today Love will find a way I'll be waiting for you In my heart you are the one If I cannot find you I will look up to the sun If from where you're standing You can see the sky above I'll be waiting for you If you still believe in love