Permanent centre of gravity-
Five of them to go
I never thought they could pass so quickly
Even if I�m counting every second of them
I wonder if you are enjoying it
Or are you longing for the care
That I never used to hide
If I could only take a glance
At your smile
Since right now I �m pretty down
It will give me the power
To face another lonely night
since another one just left me with bad taste
How come I�m still in her bed?
She tried her best
But to no avail, she can never burst my head
I walked into this empty church I had no place else to go
Me the most doubters of them all
When the sweetest voice I ever heard, whispered to my soul
I don't need to be forgiven for loving you so much
It's written in the scriptures
I see it written there in blood
I even heard the angels declare it from above
Momentarily I start whispering to myself
About all of the things that I long to believe
About love and the truth and what you mean to me
And the truth is that you're all that I need
I don't believe in a lot of things
But in you I swear I do
I love you and it �s the only thing I wanna do
I know this love is real
It doesn�t matter how you act
That doesn't change the way I feel
And I still believe that time's
Gonna heal this wound I'm speaking of
Maybe one day the rain will wash away
The hurt, the pain
your vanity and your snobbery
In you dream your love is lost
you live by luck and faith
still I carry you inside of me,
and I prayed it wouldn't be too late
Now I'm standing on this empty road
where nothing moves but the wind
he might have been your treasure
And you saw his face in every star
The promises you made at night,
That�s what remains that �s all they are
Unless I fulfil them with faith and love
You �ll remain empty as the howling storm
Lost like a lonely star
I found my permanent centre of gravity
Finding out how to balance my act
Living too much at the edge
Might push you to reach the darker side
I came to you with love and kindness
But all your life you are a prisoner of your own blindness
You met me with indifference
and I don't know why
Now I wake from my dream and I share it with this world
but all the shadow and darkness and a dark sky unfurls
And all the love you are throwin away and losing
The thoughts and ideas can�t be left unheard
It might be that it�s really far
with each step that I take on my way
Anything I own I'm giving each night
Just to see through this bloody phone
At least I�m running out of time
Or it's hard to get through
Till I�m allowed to learn to fly again beside you
I'll just close my eyes and whisper love is true
When you close your eyes and rest your thoughts
Appreciate that I'll be thinking about you
Even when She calls me
so I put her in the highlight again
Tonight I won't be alone
But you know that doesn�t mean anything at all
Still means I �m lonely and nothing is put to prove
For it's you that I love and carry deep in my heart
so it was, then again it will be
And though the course may change sometimes
Rivers always reach the sea
Kind of makes me feel sometimes
How I wished it would not grow
they say, �time bakes the fruits�
Why did you have to make it to so far go?
Did you ever really need somebody?
And really need them bad
Did you ever really want somebody?
The best and worst love you ever had
Feel the Senses growing keen
feel your love along the way
See you as gradually your feathers preen
And then you �re cold again makin it just a dream
Kind of makes me feel sometimes
We are birds of prey living in just one nest
The nest isn�t high up on the mountaintops
But is resting inside our hearts, our souls
COD 2000
