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Meine Meinung über den angeblichen Selbstmord:
*Ich persönlich bin der Meinung,
das Kurt Cobain sich nicht erschossen hat. Es sprechen so viele Dinge
dagegen, das ich eher der Meinung bin, das Courtney Love einen Killer
engagiert hat, der dann Kurt Cobain erschossen hat. Es ist doch sehr
seltsam, das man auf der Schrotflinte nicht einen einzigen Fingerabdruck
gefunden hat. Und dazu kommt noch, das sich Kurt die dreifache Menge
einer Überdosis Heroin injizierte. Er kann danach nicht mehr in
der Lage gewesen sein, das schwere Gewehr anzuheben und dann auch noch
den Abzug zu betätigen. Es muss ihm jemand geholfen haben! Seltsam
ist auch, das ein Kerl an die Polizei herangetreten war und behauptete
von Courtney ein Angebot bekommen zu haben. Er sollte Kurt für 50000
Dollar umbringen. Kurz nach seiner Aussage wurde er von einem Zug überfahren.
Es wurde als ein Unfall dargestellt, aber nach meiner Meinung wollte
da nur einer Beweise verschwinden lassen!
Sein Abschiedsbrief:
To Boddah
Speaking from the tongue of an experienced
simpletion who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee.
This note should be pretty easy to understand. All the warnings from
the punk rock 101 courses over the years, since my fist introduction to
the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence an the embracement
of your community has proven to be very true. I haven't felt the excitement
of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing
for too many years now. I feel guilty beyond words about these things.
For example when we're backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar
of the crowd begins, it doesn't affect me the way in which it did for Freddy
Mercury, who seemed to love, relish in the love an adoration from the crowd,
which is something I totally admire an envy. The fact is, I can't fool
you, any one of you. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people
off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100% fun. Sometimes I
feel as if I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on stage.
I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it (and I do, God believe
me I do, but it's not enough). I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected
and entertained a lot of people. I must be one of those narcissists who only
appreciate things when they're gone. I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly
numb in order to regain the enthusiasm I once had as a child. On our last
3 tours, I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known
personally and as fans of our music, but I still can't get over the frustration,
the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There's good in all of us and
I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too
fucking sad. The sad little sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man.
Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know! I have a goddess of wife who
sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of
what I used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every person she meets
because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And That terrifies me
to the point where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of
Frances becoming the miserable, self destructive, death rocker that I've
become. I have it good, very good, and I' grateful, but since the age of
seven, I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it
seems so easy for people to get along and have empathy. Only because I love
and feel sorry for people too much I guess. Thank you all from the pit of
my burning, nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past
years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody, baby! I don't have the passion
anymore, and so remember, it's better to burn out then to fade away.
Peace, Love, Empathy Kurt Cobain
Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your
altar. Pleas keep going Courtney, for Frances. For her life, which will
be so much happier without me. I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU!