LAST NIGHT CORY SIEB FROM THE SHOWS AT HOLIDAY WORLD DROVE BY MY HOUSE FOUR TIMES!!!!!! HE WAVED AT ME TWICE!!! I SAW HIM BEFORE HE SAW ME! THE SHOW PEOPLE KNOW WHERE I LIVE!!!! WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! Cory has a red car with SWEET bass ( I could hear him coming down the road ) and the last time I saw him come by he had someone with him... I wonder who it was but I don't suppose I'll ever find out because as of right now, dad wont let me go to Holiday World tomorrow with Amanda and Bay and Cory. I will have to shoot myself in the head if I can't go because I told Chris that I was coming and he was working in shows yesterday and I'll bet that he told someone else so now all the show people probably know and I AM NOT GONNA BE THERE BECAUSE OF MY FREAKING DAD! I HATE HIM!!!!! I guess he doesn't know about my midnight bike rides if he flipped out that bad about me biking home from holiday World at 8:30 the other night! AHHHHHHHHH!!! I AM GONNA DIE IF I CAN'T GO! I'M GOING TO FALL INTO A COMA IN MY SLEEP AND NEVER EVER WAKE UP AGAIN~~!~~ Or maybe I'll wait until church Sunday to fall into the coma... Or maybe if we go Saturday night. Ya, I'll just actually try to listen. That would put anyone into a coma. I almost fell asleep last Saturday listening to the monotone of... EVERYONE. I swear to god, if I read in his church (ha ha ha... I really didn't mean to put that like that) I am going to animate with my voice and my hands. It'll be like... NOT A MONOTONE ANYMORE!~!~! All the old people are gonna have heartattacks!! If I can't go to Holiday World tomorrow I'll cry... again... There is one good-ish thing about this, I've noticed that my eyes turn like, a mix of Celery Green and Sky Blue when I cry. It's weird. I had to fix my hair yesterday morning while I was crying nd yeah, I noticed that and it's weird. I never cry about anything but if dad takes a day of my life away... When I had commitments to like, 10 people ... ( Chris plus 7 other show people, Bay, Amanda, Cory, and the two techs if they know we're coming ... 12!!) :(.'.'.'.' (<--Tears) Well, I am going to go and *sniff* help grandma with the books.... Oh yeah, I taped up Lauren Koch's Lit 9 book from the year before last yesterday. She's in shows... Oh, and I taped up one of the books that Ashlee Ryan (a show technitian from last year) has used too... Oh... Mr. Guth just walked in the office and said hi. His shirt was orange... AWESOME! well,... Gonna go... byebye.. oh, ... TOODLES!!
-Meghan
