I.n M.e.m.o.r.y O.f. A.l.e.x E.s.m.o.r.e
.Born 1984- Deceased 2000.
.Aged 16 during time of death.
Now that you've left 
I'm left behind...
Aged 16
Why you not me?

Calls were made
not good but bad.
Shocked we were,
Yet you've left...
Tears were shed,
Your body bagged.

Pain filled Jem,
Bud's you were...
Not since end of '99
Regret.
Jem felt pain...
Sittin on a rock
Shaking his head in disbelief,
still you've left...
how could this be?

It seemed like only yesterday since i saw you,
like the other day.
Trumble was there!
Silly you both were,
Holdin up your jeans while runnin 'cross the street,
A sight it was!

Phones were ringing,
News was spread...
Was told you're hit,
drugs they meant?
Sadly...not this time

On that faithful night,
pimpin fun,
time flew,
night came,
late it was
it was time to head home.
Goodbyes were said,
Lastly Guy waved bye,
a second later
as guy turned
you lost balance?
BANG! (was this meant to be a twist of fate?)
Guy looked back,
blood was shed...
shocked as he was
pain overwhelmed him..
numbness settled in

People came,
not much was said...
"were you dead?" (this can't be)
People in uniform came.
shakin heads was the response we got...
what it meant couldn't be of any good...
we didn't want to know the truth...
too painful to bear...
truth hurts as people say...
You were covered in white
there you laid...lifeless (could this just be a bad dream?)
Gone for good...

Hearts were shattered
Tears were flowin...like endless rivers

All you left me was pieces of memories
Pieces of you in me remains
I am hurt...more like shattered,
Painful memories i said
all that's left of you were pieces of writings...photos..
which will remain in my heart always.
Pictures of you and me,
times spent together...seemed like yesterday
are now kept in frame
where time stood still...
timeless memories we shared
was not one but tons.
Ciggs we shared,
Weed we rolled,
Shots we drank,
Drugs we sold,
Pads we crashed (for the hell of it)
still we shared.

Now that you've gone,
you've left your lil bro to fend for 'imself...
he's so much like you!!

I miss you...
I really do...
It hurts to say that
cauz you're really gone...

But what really happened that
faithful night, (could it've been prevented?)
iI do not know...tho i wish i did...

But i do know this,
Since you've gone
the pain remains,
maybe in time it'll heal
But you shall never be forgotten ever!

You were aged 16...
Departed so soon...why?
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