SELF CONTROL by clueless_psycho

Note: Betaed by ryojishiozawa ^ ^

“What’s up?” Kazuki greeted him with a concerned voice.

Juubei knew that Kazuki must have judged again from his facial expression that he was sulking. Well, he wasn’t the most cheerful person in the world, but he knew Kazuki could read his mood very well just by looking at the slightest change of expression. “I told Makubex about the incident at the hospital,” he dropped to the hard stone floor, sitting cross-legged, arms folded over his chest.

“And?”

“He said I need to learn some self control.”

Kazuki snorted. “Don’t we all?”

“I told him that, and he said that I especially need it.”

“And you believe him?”

Juubei did not reply straight away. “Yes, I do.”

“And what exactly did he suggest you do?”

“He said to get naked and bound and see how long I can stay calm like that.”

Kazuki laughed aloud. “He told you that?”

Juubei curled his face. “Yes.”

“What did Sakura say?”

“Sakura was not there.”

“Ah.”

Silence again.

“Let’s do it,” Juubei stated calmly.

“Wha...?”

“Let’s-do-it,” Juubei repeated slowly.

“Look, Juubei,” Kazuki sighed, ”You don’t have to...”

“Will you help me?” he cut in.

Kazuki sighed again. “Okay,” he said. “I know some techniques.”

“Good.” Juubei got up, wrapped his fingers on the hem of his shirt and was in the process of lifting it when Kazuki stopped him by placing his fingers on his wrists.

“Let me lock the door first. You don’t want Emishi to burst inside and start making fun of you, right?”

“No.”

Juubei just stood there, waiting for Kazuki to come back after locking the door properly. Then, as he heard Kazuki’s footsteps moving towards him, he pulled his shirt over his head and tossed it away. The rest of his clothes came off as well in no time, leaving him standing naked in front of Kazuki.

“How do you feel?”

“Hell, Kazuki, I’ve stripped in front of you lots of time before.”

“Okay.” Kazuki pulled a length of string from his hair. “Ready?”

Juubei nodded.

“Put your hands on your back.”

Juubei obeyed. Kazuki wrapped the threads around his body, over and over, making sure that they were tight enough to stop him from moving, but not preventing his blood from circulating normally. He’d have some cramps later, but nothing serious. Kazuki tested the strings and smiled when he was satisfied with its strength.

“All done.”

“Good.”

“How do you feel?”

“I’m fine.”

“You wanna sit down?”

Juubei contemplated his options. “Okay.” he lowered himself down. The floor felt cold beneath his bare ass.

“Tell me if you’re having cramps or anything and we’ll stop this, okay?”

“Okay.”

Again, Juubei sat cross-legged on the floor, keeping his chin up, facing one direction, breathing evenly. He decided that this was not so bad, so maybe Kazuki was right that he did not really need this exercise to control himself.

Except that… he could feel Kazuki’s eyes on his body.

“Stop staring at me,” he muttered.

“Wha…?”

“Stop staring at me!”

“I am not…”

“Fuck it, Kazuki, I know you’re staring at me! Stop thinking that just because I cannot see you, I don’t know what you’re doing!”

“Juubei, I am not staring at you!”

“Yes, you are staring at me. You are staring at my cock!”

“Juubei!” Kazuki gasped. “And why would I stare at your cock?! I have one myself!”

“So, stop staring at me!”

“Okay, fine! I’m looking away. Happy now?”

Juubei only grunted.

For some minutes their breaths were the only sound in the room.

“Why did you stare at me?”

“Juubei, for goodness sake, I didn’t!”

“Yes, you did! And, I want to know why you did it. Are you pitying me?! Seeing me like this?!”

“I did … okay, what do you want? Do you want me to strip off as well? So we’re even? Fine!”

Kazuki got up and started to shed his clothes. “Happy now?”

“No, come here!”

“What?”

“Come here! I just want to make sure that you’re naked as well.”

“Juubei, can’t you just trust me?”

“No!”

“Juubei!”

“You stared at my cock, now I want to make sure that you’re naked as well.”

“Fine!” Kazuki stalked forward, grabbed Juubei’s arm and forced him to kneel, and pressed his naked hips on Juubei’s face. “Happy now?”

Juubei shifted his face and his nose touched Kazuki’s crotch. “You’re getting hard,” he murmured.

“Wha…? Juubei, it’s just, you know. It happens.”

“Kazuki, you stared at my cock, and you got hard.”

“I don’t… Juubei, what the hell are you doing?!” Kazuki groaned, grabbed his hair and yanked it harshly as Juubei touched his cock with the tip of his tongue. Kazuki stepped back.

“You stared at me, I have the right to taste you.”

“Juubei, this is crazy!” Kazuki gritted his teeth.

“You think because I can’t see you, you can do anything to me. Well, I don’t like to be humiliated.”

“Juubei, I don’t mean to humiliate you.”

“So you admit that you stared at my cock.”

Kazuki sighed. “Let’s just stop this, okay? You really need to learn some control. I’ll find another less humiliating way.”

“No, no, I’m perfectly fine with this.”

“I’m not!”

“I’m the one who needs this, I decide whether I’m fine with this or not!”

“Fuck!” Kazuki cursed and walked away.

Juubei sat back down, crossing his legs. Silence fell between them again, much heavier this time. He could hear Kazuki’s heavy breath, he knew Kazuki was lying on his side at one corner of the room.

“What were you thinking about?” he asked after some time.

Kazuki shifted.

“I’m not thinking about anything,”

“No, I don’t mean now. What were you thinking about when you were staring at me?”

“Juubeeeiii,” Kazuki whined. “Please stop this, okay? I’m sorry I stared at you, and I won’t do that anymore.”

“Kazuki, all I want to know is what were you thinking about when you were staring at me.”

“Is that important?”

“Yes.”

Kazuki took a deep breath, giving up. “I thought you were rather cute, naked and bound like that,” he admitted.

“I’m anything but cute.”

Kazuki sighed. “You wanted to know, so I told you.”

“What else?”

“What else what?”

“What else were you thinking about?”

“Nothing.”

“Liar!”

“Juubei, what is this? Twenty questions?”

“You’re not getting hard just because you think I’m cute.”

“I told you, it’s just happened.”

“Are you thinking about toying with me?”

“YES!” Kazuki blurted out, clearly out of patience. “I’m thinking about playing with you. Satisfied?”

“Then, why didn’t you?”

Kazuki gasped. “What?”

“If you wanted to play with me, why didn’t you do it already?”

“Juubei, I’m not taking advantage of this situation!”

“I’m your servant, you can do whatever you want to do to me.”

“Juubei, you were my assistant, not my servant. And now we’re equal. I’m not going to do anything that humiliates you.”

“Who says I’m humiliated? It’s only training. I can take whatever you do to me.”

“Okay, if you insist,” he heard Kazuki move towards him. Kazuki sat down in front of him, also crossing his legs. “Lie back,” he ordered.

He obeyed and lay back, although with a bit of difficulty since his hands were still bound at the small of his back. Once he’s in position, Kazuki pushed his legs apart.

“If you come, I’ll beat the shit out of you,” Kazuki hissed, wrapping his fingers around Juubei’s cock, he began stroking.

Juubei gasped sharply at the first sensation, but did not make any attempt to resist. As Kazuki pumped him loosely, he shoved his hips up to thrust into Kazuki’s hand, groaning and gasping with each movement.

Gritting his teeth, Kazuki stopped pumping him and turned him over on his side. Straddling his hips, Kazuki braced himself with one arm and wrapped his other hand around his cock again. As he resumed stroking him, Kazuki rubbed his own erection against his hip. Juubei could feel Kazuki’s breath becoming warmer and warmer, and heavier, brushing against his cheeks. Soon, he also felt Kazuki’s dripping wet across his hips.

Harder than rock now, Kazuki tore himself from Juubei and tugged him up, unwrapping the strings, releasing him.

“What are you doing?!” Juubei demanded.

“I want you to fuck me,” Kazuki hissed.

“Look, I’m the one Makubex suggested learn self control,” Juubei protested.

“Screw Makubex,” Kazuki groaned before pulling his head down and claiming his lips, kissing him greedily, at the same time wrapping his legs around his waist, pressing their erections together.

* * *

“You know, that was not a good idea suggesting Juubei learn self-control that way.” Sakura murmured softly. “They could end up … you know …”

“Yes, I know,” Makubex snapped, not shifting his gaze from the computer screen, his fingers dancing frantically on the keyboard. “That’s why I suggested it. They both need to loosen up; they’re both sickly, madly in love with each other, but are too stupid to admit it. All I did was give them a little push.”

* * *

~end~