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Dear Mr. Gates:
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Date: Mon, 2 March 2009 11:22 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Carling Cup 2009, MU - Tottenham Hotspur 4 - 1
This morning I found the news on TV about Manchester United winning the Carling Cup 2009 after defeating Tottenham Hotspur 4-1 on Sunday, 1 March 2009. Previous to the news I was not realizing that the Carling Cup final match took place yesterday, especially since there was no live event on any Indonesian TV channels for this match. The interesting thing was that yesterday afternoon after finishing some works at the Internet, I happened to browse the Yahoo 360, the blogger-sites provided by Yahoo. I had not entering the Yahoo 360 for so many months. Though sometimes I think about writing my blogs there, but because I have been more familiar with Geocities so up till now I continue in Geocities. What surprised me yesterday was that among three examples of blogs displayed in the "Interesting Pages on Yahoo! 360", there was one with a sensual photo of a man kissing a woman. When I browsed it further, it appeared that it contains a big and clear photo of a couple make love, just like in the adult sites. It surprised me because I thought such photos are not allowed to enter the sites there as mentioned in the Terms of Service. But today when I browsed the Yahoo 360 Home again, it is no longer available, because the examples of blogs displayed there keep on changing since there must be millions of blogs. However, that yesterday’s experience of mine seems like related with the match between Manchester United and Tottenham Hotspur in the final of Carling Cup 2009. In Indonesian, only a few words containing the syllable "tot", and among them is a famous word but rarely used formally, the word with two syllables which has the same meaning of make love, in which "tot" is its second syllable. As if there was a message for me, about my resolution to become Double Four, to do that only after formally getting married. And it was player number 24, that seems related with Double Four, of Tottenham Hotspur that failed to shoot the ball, making his team lost the game. The Carling Cup they obtained last year should then goes to Manchester United. Manchester United savior was Ben Foster, who reminds me with Benji Madden the boy friend of Paris Hilton.
Date: Mon, 2 March 2009 12:00 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: "Up Or See"
Recently among many hot-news in the media is about police capturing some doctors for practicing abortion, which is illegal when no strong reasons attach to it. The most recent case is in Johar Baru, captured by a woman police, Police Commissioner Theresia Mastail. This morning she was interviewed at TV-One with the hosts Indy Rahmawaty and Indiarto Priadi. Since this interview happened after my yesterday seeing the blog containing a couple make love, this scenes of situation becomes like a message for me. In Indonesian language, the word for "abortion" is "aborsi", which sounds like English words "up or see". So the message is that if I kept letting my self see those kinds of photos about couple make love, I will keep on delaying my moving up to the heaven above in accordance with my consent to meet the end. This message becomes more important since the name of Police Commissioner Theresia Mastail reminds me with Mother Theresa, who died just one week after Lady Diana died. Those two persons died after Lady Diana made a pose in front of Mother Theresa resemblance to my painting "Snail But Gold". Considering that they were some kind of rare persons, I think this message is something important for me too. In year 2001, it was after I browsed some adult sites in the morning, that in the evening when I contacted Rahma, I heard the news for the first time of her getting married. So now I think it is a matter of choice, "up or see". If I concerned to move up to the heaven above for the good of human being according with my consent, I should not only "see", but getting married formally. Yet the problem is, so far Rahma has made her consistency of "Combining It With The Test", so I can only wish that the "test" will be realized soon, or I will one day "see" again with the risk of not moving up to the heaven above and keep becoming a trigger of huge disasters.
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Thank's, A.M. Firmansyah Tel. +62812 183 1538
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