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Dear Mr. Gates:
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Date: Wed, 28 January 2009 14:00 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Messages Around 24 January 2009
As if because my resolution "From Single Four To Double Four" has been online, 24 January 2009 seems like containing some messages for me and it could be important I think.
It began on 23 January 2009, in the morning my friend sent a letter at my ex-senior high school friend’s mailing list about latest technological facts to prove that certain prohibitions in my religion have the relevant rational reasons. My response was that when regarding rules and/or prohibitions in religion, it would be better to follow it based on our love to God. Because if it was based on technological proves, while in fact technology keeps on advancing, there could be sometimes in the future when technology can prove that such prohibition should no longer become something to worry about because technology have overcome the problems. It means that the rules would be considered obsolete. Therefore it would be better to follow the rules based on our love to God. Just like when we fell in love, then the one whom we love asked us not to wear tank-tops, of course we followed it based on our love, without having to prove it. A few hours later at the dusk on the same day, Rahma Sarita appeared wearing dark blazer with light-green blouse inside. Her blouse had rather low upper front, that the upper small gap between her breasts was shown. And it seemed like she intentionally sometimes leaned forward making that part more appeared. But it did not last for long, fifteen minutes later after the commercial break she had fixed her blouse neatly. As if it was her response to my “follow it based on our love”. Or probably in the past she once getting reminded by someone about such similar dress of hers, and through that program she would like to show that she did follow it by fixing it neatly. And I did also remind her about that in 2001, but this should be written carefully, because later on when I made the painting of Paris Hilton, it was with low front upper part of her dress and it could raise some complains as if I was being unfair. The explanation is that Paris Hilton lives in Hollywood environment, it is not unusual for Hollywood stars to wear night gown with low upper-front part. While in case of Rahma, she is a descendant of the prophet, what if she also became some kind of random sample. If by being the prophet's descendant, she looked like unable to withstand the worldly temptation, then it could make God turned into a conclusion that if even the descendant of prophet could not withstand worldly temptation anymore, than this world would become a dangerous place for human-being to live on it.
The next day, 24 January 2009, along the day I was thinking about writing my painting of Lady Diana, the "D", in relation with recent Dajjal matters that seems to be related with me. The word Dajjal can be interpreted as "D" from that Lady Di’s painting, and "ajal" from Indonesian word which means "predestined hour of death" or "death destiny". But I was still in doubt about whether or not I should write it, and waiting for some "green light" clues. In the evening at Trans-7 there was a movie with the title “Crimson River 2”, starred by Jean Reno and Christopher Lee, about a dark organization planning to rule Europe based on the treasure from World War 2 hidden deep down under a monastery in Lorraine, France. Jean Reno with his friend as police detectives were then captured by the bad guys, and brought to the location of the hidden treasure. When the leader of the bad guys opened the treasure box, drips of water began to fell down to the room, and later on turned into huge flow of water submerging the underground rooms. It reminded me with the the "D" painting whereas Lady Diana was painted with most of her body submerged in the water. When I was sketching a heart logo under the letter "D" of that painting in 1996, a postman came with a letter from Lady Di’s office containing a sentence "Her Royal Highness sends you her love". A few days later she went through the final, official divorce. Followed by her death in 1997 That submerged position of Lady Di also reminded me with Asian Tsunami in 2004 that happened a few days after I nodded yes when a painting curator asked me whether I was a Dajjal.
25 January 2009, around ten o’clock in the morning I played a game at my cell phone, the "Nature Park". After several minutes, I happened to reach the score of 911. It inevitably reminded me with the tragedy of WTC 911 in 2001, so I continued playing to reach higher than 911 score. But it was not easy to reach high score in that game, the previous score I reached around one month earlier was 810. It even made me charged the cell phone battery after just one day, though usually it took three or four days before the battery should be charged. Up till the time I wrote this, the score still on 911. As if it was another reminder for me to be careful about my relationship with Rahma, since in 2001 it was after I failed to develop a good relationship with Rahma that the WTC tragedy happened. In the evening on the same day of 25 January 2009, I watched a TV parody program “Democrazy” at Metro TV, with a small pack of salted peanuts accompanying me. After several shells of peanut were opened one by one and the peanuts had entered my mouth, I found a strange shell of peanut sealed with transparent adhesive tape. Approximately one month earlier the seller at a cigarette stall where I bought that pack of peanut had informed me that now those packs of peanut contain cash prize, paper currency folded inside. I immediately took a camera to snap some pictures, then opened the shell, and there was a small bundle of folded paper currency inside, still unclear of what nominal. After spreading it, I found that it was a 1000 rupiah. Actually beside that pack, I also had other two packs bought earlier, but that night I preferred to take that pack I bought later than those two. Since this 1000 prize emerged after the 911 score reached at my cell phone’s game in the morning, it became like another reminder for me not to let myself become the trigger of disasters of thousand people.
26 January 2009, in the afternoon around four o’clock I watched the news on Metro TV, there was a live coverage of some audience waiting for the solar eclipse. The climax took place on 16.40, and it was a ring solar eclipse, as if related with my previous letter " Fifth Dream Comes True, The Ring".
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Thank's, A.M. Firmansyah Tel. +62812 183 1538
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