For me, it has an important meaning related to my previous letter about "Breaking the "Chain Reaction" of TS Car Accident" whereas I wrote that "......if such 'chain reaction' of deadly car accident had been a fix destiny that no one could ever change, than I will take it as my own destiny, as a part of my consent to move out to the eternity. So now what I have to do is to place my self in the male international celebrity position....."

Considering that in the Bali bombing of 2002, one of the terrorists name was Amrozi, whose name sounds like containing the first part of my name A.M. Firmansyah, so I need to make it clear here that he has no connection with me. But it could be possible that certain people do like to connect him with me as a part of "character assassination" to prevent me to move up in politics. I consider it as something not unusual in politics.

The important thing is that what I meant in my letter of  "Breaking the "Chain Reaction" of TS Car Accident" has nothing to do with suicidal car bombing. Because the previous three car accidents has nothing to do with suicidal bombs, either the car accident of Nike Ardilla, of Lady Diana, and of Taufik Savalas. So the fourth that probably related with myself, also should not related with suicidal car bombing, instead merely deadly car accident like those previous three. 

Another significant thing with PM John Howard's visit this time is related with the recent news on TV about his plan to help Indonesian forests rehabilitation program by granting 10 million Australian dollar. This number 10 for me is like also questioning my previous letter to Jenna Bush and Paris Hilton dated 10 July 2007, "A Wish of Releasing Obstacles for Paris' and Jenna's Matches".

My answer here is that the number 10 of those letters is to reflect my consent that I will be the only one to become zero, or 1 zero, to meet the end of my life, and not the two of them.  

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Date:  Sat, 28 July 2007  11:48 WesternIndonesiaTime

Subject:  Former Singapore PM Visiting Two Indonesian Former Presidents

Former Singapore PM Lee Kuan Yew holds the arm of former Indonesian president Soeharto in his house at 10 Cendana Street, Jakarta, on 26 July 2007. foto.detik.com / Indra Shalihin		After visiting former president Soeharto, on the same day former Singapore PM Lee Kuan Yew also visited former Indonesian president Megawati at her house in 27A Teuku Umar Street, Jakarta. foto.detik.com / Indra Shalihin

At almost the same day former Singapore PM Lee Kuan Yew also visited Indonesia on 26 July 2007, to meet with two former Indonesian presidents, Mr. Soeharto and then Mrs. Megawati.

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Date:  Sat, 28 July 2007  12:04 WesternIndonesiaTime

Subject:  The Reason of Proposing Two at Once, Jenna and Paris

It is important to explain here the reasons behind my proposing two at once, Jenna Bush and Paris Hilton. Although actually it has been explained in my previous letters to president Bush, but in case some persons missed it and the questions remain in their heads, so here is the explanation.

In 12 October 2004 around the moment U.S. presidential election, I wrote to president Bush a letter of "A Cyber Kind of Proposing", containing the following:

"......Considering that so far this is merely about my cyber kind of relationship, either with Paris Hilton or with your daughter Jenna,  then I think I should make the  cyber kind of proposal   too, without having to care about whether it would have any answer in the real world or not. And to make sure that it will not make me break my promise of not interfering in the US presidential election 2004, I should explain here that this has nothing to do with political matters,  this is just to complete my consent of moving out of this world, of moving up to the heaven....." 

The reason why I chose Paris Hilton and Jenna Bush is because of the following:

Lady Diana died from a car accident in 1997 in Paris after I made some paintings of her during 1995 to 1997. My painting Lady Diana since the beginning was because I thought her name that sounds like "die" could make me meet the end of my life. So the first name of Paris Hilton that similar with the city of Paris becomes like my second chance to move to the eternity, after I failed with Lady Diana.

While regarding Jenna Bush, her first name Jenna sounds a little bit like an Arab word "jannah" which means "heaven". Of course my consent to move to the eternity is also to go along with the hope of getting into the heaven in the eternity. Who would want to enter the hell, I do not want, I could not stand the heat.

In 2 December 2004, I wrote another letter to president Bush, "More About My Proposing: only less than 1% chance in reality" in which I wrote:

"...........There could be some questions, what if Jenna wants me to make it real, not just a cyber-world kind of proposing her.

To be sure of, it is something that sounds impossible for me. Because I clearly realized that being a daughter of a US president, there must be plenty of handsome young men around the world who would like to become her husband. In other words, my chance to really proposing her and accepted by her is maybe only less than 1%.

If, once again if, that less than 1% that really happen, then I would not consider it as a gift, but instead I would consider it as a duty from God to become more useful in this world while I am still in this world. Because who am I to deserve such a gift from God......."

Nevertheless, I also realize that even though I have made these explanations, there are those who still like to ridicule it, and it is not unusual. For every job there are inherent risks that enhance its difficulties, and I consider it as a part of the difficulties I should overcome in regard of my consent to move to the eternity.