Hanging by a Moment
desperate for changing starving for truth close to where I started chasing after you I'm falling even more in love with you letting go of all I've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you forgetting al I'm lacking completely incomplete I'll take your invitation you take all of me I'm living for hte only thing I know I'm running and not quite sure where to go I don't know what I'm diving into I'm hanging my a moment here with you
Sick Cycle Carousel
if shame had a face I think it would kind of look like mine if it had a home would it be my eyes would you believe me if I said I am tired of this now here we go now one more time I tried to climb your steps I tried to chase you down I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground I tried to earn my way I tried to change this mind you better believe I tried to beat when will this end it goes on and on over and over and over again keep spinning around I know it won't stop till I step down from this for good I never thought I'd end up here I never thought 'd be standing where I am I guess I kind of thought it would be easier than this I guess I was wrong now one more time this is a sick cycle carousel this is a sick cycle, yeah
Unknown
this doubt is screaming in my face in this familiar place, sheltered and concealed and if this night won't let me rest don't let me second guess what I know to be real put away all I know for tonight and maybe I just mght learn to let it go take my security from me and maybe finally I won't have to know everything I am falling into grace to the unknown to where you are and faith makes everybody scared it's the unknown, the don't-know that keeps me hanging on to you I got nothing left to defend I cannot pretend that everything makes sense but does it really matter now if I do not know how to figure this thing out I am against myself again trying to fit these pieces in walking on a cloud of dust to get to you
Somebody Else's Song
can't change this feeling I'm out of touch can't change this meaning it means too much never been this linely never felt so good can't be the only one misunderstood I remind myself of somebody else feeling like I'm chasing like I'm facing myself alone I've got somebody elses thoughts in my head I want some of my own I want some of my own can you see me up here would you bring me back down cause I've been living to see my fears as they fall to the ground I remind myself of somebody else feeeling like I'm chasing like I'm facing myself alone I've got somebody elses thoughts in my head I want some of my own I want some of my own I want some of my own am I hiding behind my doubts are they hiding behind me closer to finding out it doesn't mean anything I remind myself of somebody else now
Trying
could you let down your hair and be transparent for awhile just a little while to see if you're human after all honesty is hard a hard attribute to find when we all want to see like we got it all figured out let me be the first to say that I don't have a clue I don't have all the answers ain't going to pretend like I do just trying to find my way trying to find my way, the best I know how well, I haven't got it all figured out quite yet but even it it takes my whole life to get to where I need to be if I should fall to the bottom of the end I'll be one step back to you
Only One
she's gota pretty smile it covers up the poison that she hides she walks around in circles in my head waiting for a chance to take me a chance to break me a chance to take me down now I see this burden you gave me is too much to carry too much to bury inside i guess you're the only one that nobody changes carry too much to bury inside I guess you're the only one left standing when everthing else goes doen you're still the only one, you're still the only one it's all shallow and all so appealing I'm up to my ancles and I'm drowning anyway in a sea of sarcastic faces familiear places where everything looks quite the same here it's all confusing amusing bitter and tainted the picture you painted to me I guess you're the only one left standing when everything else goes down just 'cause it's all in your head doesn't mean it has to be i mine don't believe what you said still can;t get it out of my mind I've tried to find myself in approval I've already been there already done that it got me nowhere it brought me nothing but a good place to hide in no one to confide in now I guess you're the only one that nobody changes I guess you're the only one who will never change faces I guess you're the only one
Simon
Catch your breath hit the wall scream out loud as you start to crawl back in your cage the only place where they will leace you alone cause the weak will seek the weaker until they've broken them could you get it back again would it be the same fulfillment to their lack of strenght at you expense left you with no defense they tore it down and i have felt the same as you, I've felt the same as you, I've felt the same locked inside the only place where you feel sheltered where you feel safe you lost yourself in your search to find something else to hide behind the fearful always preyed upon your confidence did they see the consequence when they pushed you around the arrogant build kindoms made ofthe different ones breaking htem til they've become just another crown refuse to feel, anything at all refuse to slip, refuse to fall can't be weak, can't stand still you watch your back, 'cause no one will you don't know why they had to go this far traded your worth for these scares for your only company don't believe the lies thay they told to you not one word was true you're alright, you're alright, you're alright
Cling and Clatter
too many voices, it won't take long yours is most likely to be misunderstood screaming in tongues on the top of my lungs till I find you, till you found me somehow I always knew that you would and I am contemplating matters all this cling and clatter in my head, and what you said is ringing, ringing faster and it's all good if you would stopp the world from making sense and if I could just realize it doesn't really matter, it doesn't really matter if I could touch the sound of silence now you know I would if I knew how to make these intentions come around I'm hearing wihtout listening and believing every word you are not saying speaking without a sound trapped inside of these four walls waling brainless muppet dolls mushroom face beneath the tangles bleeding silhouette inside dancing like an angel would
Breathing
I'm finding my way back to sanity again though i don't really know what I am gonna do when I get there take a breath and hold tight spin around one more time and gracefully fall back in the arms of grace I am hanging on every word you say and even if you don't want to speak tonight that's alright, alright with me 'cause I want nothing more than to sit outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing is where I want to be I am looking past the shadows of my mind into the truth and I'm trying to identify the voices in my head God, which one's you let me feel on more time what it feels like to feel one more time I don't want a thing from you bet you're tired of me waiting for the straps to fall off your table to the ground I just want to be here now
Quasimodo
you could be right and I'll be real honesty won't be a pain you'll have to feel 'cause I don't need your approval to find my worth I've been trapped inside of my own mind afraid to open my eyes to what I'd find I don't want to live like this anymore there goes my pain there goes my chains did you see them fall thre goes this feeling that has no meaning there goes the world off my shoulders there goes the world off my back there it goes would it make you feel more comfortable if I wasn't you can't control me you can't take away from me who I am have you ever felt that your only comfort was your cage you're nt alone I have felt the same as you have you ever felt like your secrets give you away you're not alone I have been there, too everyone is looking everyone is laughinh but I think everyone feels the same everybody wants to feel okay everybody wants to everybody wants to feel 'cause you can't change my you can't break me there goes the world off my shoulders there goes the world off my back 'cause I don't it
Somewhere In Between
I can't be losing sleep over this, no, I can't and I cannot stop pacing give me a few hours and i'll have this all sorted out if my mind would just stop racing I cannot stand still I can't be this unsturdy this cannot be happening this is over my head but underneath my feet because by tomarrow morning I'll have this thing beat and everything will back to the way it was I wish that it was just that easy I am waiting for tonight then waiting for tomarrow and I am somewhere in between what is real and just a dream would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in don't be suprised if I collapse down at your feet again I don't want to run away from this I know that I just don't need this
Everything
find me here speak to me I want to feel you I need to hear you you are the light that is leading me to the place where I find peace again you are the strength that keeps me walking you are the hope that keeps me trusting you are the life to my soul you are my purpose you are everything and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this you calm the storms you give me rest you hold me in your hands you won't let me fall you still my heart and you take my breath away would you take me deeper now 'cause you're all I want you are all I need your everything everything
