your fondness for me warms me,
yet i can't find a way
to break the walls around my heart
to love you.
You always speaks of our future,
but i know it may not come true.
The hearts of men can change so fast.
and so unpredictably like weather does.
Today you might say you love me,
tomorrow all might be gone.
Love and pain goes hand in hand too,
for love's pain and pain's love.
� Christina Pang
if love's just an illusion
The one i loved
turned out to be a bastard
And the one who love me,
i couldn't love.
Is it just me or is it just like love,
For me to suffer in my own misery
When the night comes,
i shall dream again
of this evasive love
that i want to know.
The wonders of
a reciprocated love
avoid me like a plague.
Tell me Goddess of love,
am i fated to not taste the
sweetness of Love?
I long so much for one
wonderful experience with love,
yet what i have with is one deep sorrow.
What it does leave me with
Its A broken heart with
hard cold walls
to keep off the unwanted
From the depths of my heart,
i still hope for my desire to
be true.
� Christina Pang.
i need something else beside work.
i want other than money
I want my freedom..
if u can't give me that,
let me go.
Give me a break from all ur expectations. i'm not a divine being
i can't be perfect.
Please let me be myself
and give me a break.
� Christina Pang
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