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The Fairy's Family Life |
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The Queen: |
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My mom's in her middle age years. Since young, we haven't been very close to each other. My family doesn't show much affection besides the usual praises. I received no hugs or kisses from my parents and i don't blame them. Now my Dad has left us and i still can't seem to be close to my mom. Sure she could be quite naggy sometimes, but other times she leave me to be on my own, which's wat i want. We talk but we don't talk alot. And truth to be told, i keep many things to myself. She is diabetic and also has some sort of clinical depression i think. I don't know whats the formal name for that condition. But i could see too that she sometimes does withdraw to herself. Maybe its like mother like daughter? lolx. |
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The King(deceased): |
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My Dad passed away when i was P4. When i was a child, i was closer to my Dad and my other maternal relatives. I used to be very open and innocent that i talked about anything in my life to them. There were no secrets but i don't know how or when i have changed. After my dad's death? Maybe. You know how its like, when your life was like so perfect, no death or injury to mar the effect. But suddenly your world came tumbling down, and whatever you have believed in wasn't real anymore. I used to wonder why my Dad has to die, but as time went on, i just accepted it. |
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The Fairy's family: |
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Anyone who know me knows that i'm a very emotional girl. I didn't used to cry so much when i was young. Changes seemed to be always taking place in my life. Suddenly i cry at sad songs, sad stories and even sad movies. Or else i was induced to cry when my friends cried. How ridiculous. *shake her head* I have always have a godmother who is my mom's sis. She's very good to me and did show affection to me. Her son is quite good to me too, always sharing things with me. My cousins from my mom's side were all my playmates when i was young. The cousin that i could trust most is Bao ling and i still can now. Altho we did look alike when we were young, our personalities differ like day and night.
I've always been the crazy one, while she's the quiet and shy one. We are even born in the same month of the same year so it isn't really a surprise to treat each other like sisters. I'm daring while she's not. But we are both curious about the supernatural things tho i'm more obessive about it. My other close cousin,Vincent is also same age as us. WE used to have sleepovers at one another's house during holidays. However now we couldn't anymore. And i really miss those times. *sigh*
My aunts were all very doting on me. Maybe because i had been living with my grandma since i was very young. Truly i love and enjoy being with my family relatives more when i was a child. When i was a child, my loyalty lay with my family. But now, as i grow older, sure i still value my family ties but now i value my friendship ties more. I confide in my friends more than my family. I no longer believe that having a boyfriend is a long lasting thing. Now i believe and truly i do that friendships are even more lasting.
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I always have dreams(daydreams or whatsnot) in my life. Whether i was a young or now, i still have. Nightmares i seldom have now, and the dreams i had at night always seemed to border on the line of weirdness. My ambitions/dreams that i have now differ from when i was achild. I had wanted to be an actress/a singer/ a lawyer/ a detective/ a heroine when i was a child. Now i want to be a psychologist/counsellor/writer/magazine editor/heroine. I still want to be a heroine. Thats the constant dream in my life. I love to read stories where females prevailed, where gurl powers are evident. I'm a feminist and i don't tolerate discrimination against females or other races.
I believe that what guys can do, we girls can do also. A girl can also be a president or a tactian. Why should it always be a guy to be incharge? Everyone has their own strengths and weakness so its only fair that all are given the same chance to prove themselves. |
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