| My Childhood Times |
| I don't remember much of my early childhood times. I only remember these few things from the really early times: |
| I was looked after by my grandma while my parents were working. |
| My parents used to like to bring me to the nearby Bedok Centre, to KFC for the whipped potatoe that i used to love. |
| Most Sundays we were at the swimming complex nearby. |
| MY grandparents lived in a 2-storey house that was quite old, and the only thing that i hated about it was - it had alot of mices in the kitchen.( Made me damn scared to go into the kitchen!!) |
| I learnt to cycle at my grandparents' house. |
| That was some of the memories i still have now. I was close to my cousins from the maternal side. I even have 2 cousins of the same age as me. We used to do everything together, ya know, like playing. Of course we didn't live together -same as now. But we were like the Three Mustketeers. We were sometimes loyal to one another especially when our elder cousins tried to bully us. However we could turn on one another too. That was a 'crazed' world for us kids. Nothing did make sense but none of us were doing much thinking. We acted, we did but nope...we didn't think |
| My Father passed away when i was in pri 4. I really was too insensible to know what really was going on. I just wished all those was just a nightmare. My mom told me to hope for a miracle. BUllshit! There's no miracles. As far as i'm concerned, there haf never been one in my life. In pri 6, my grandfather passed away. This time i knew death can be sudden and final. I didn't even care to pray for a miracle. It just doesn't exist period! |
| That was my childhood. Sure it was filled with laughter, childishness, fun but it was filled with sadness, anger and rebellious. The innocence of the childhood shall be lost forever when we all grow up. I sometimes wish i'm still a child. I love my mother, but i still misses my Dad. And i wish my mom won't always nag at me. Haix. |
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