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Silence the ignorance of another Why do we inflict these deadly sins on one and other? The silence eats at me like acid with metal lust Nawing at me causing general disgust It's cold quiet throws salt in my wound I was taking things for granted who would have thought I just assumed The ghostly hush caused a titan's clash Just by never wagging our tongues never letting them lash When our stubborn wills abruptly collide I sometimes wonder by what rules do we abide? To remain silent and never trust Is to let our relationship grow cold let it tarnish into rust.

You manipulate trying to decieve Hurt and confusion is the goal you achieve Pitting everyone against one and another You will soon be without hope once they recover I know your game of double dealing debt Don't think you've bested me you haven't won yet I am watching and waiting for next move Just so you know I'm aware of your callous actions, I disapprove What's this you want to hurt us some more? Be careful I will not stand for this you are on "the EVE of war" Watch those forked words that you say They'll be your undoing your price to pay "NO MORE" I say I can not stand it I will not be victim of your deadly gambit I rule here and not you Leave my people go you meddlesome shrew!

This morning your talk made me think . About all my thoughts that at one time would have made me drink. We talked about my times of despiration and fear. I told you everything. My soul needed to clear. I remembered the hateful lies that were told And all my confidence my family bought then wrongly sold. It's hard for me to accept a compliment and not blush. I can't calm it it's my body's hopeless crush Trying to teach my saddened heart to mend Is like trying to break my will that won't bend.

Help me. I need to learn to grow. Oh, how do I let my true self show? I want; no I need to break free. And let you see the all that I can be. I know she's watching and waiting under there Bound and held back with great care She was suddenly awakened She believes her rightful place was ripped away and taken I hear her breaking chains apart one by one When she is free my metamorphosis will be done As I change she will emerge Then I'll go my seperate path as I diverge She shall live and I shall die Do not morn my passing please don't cry She is all I ever wanted to be I am happy now I'm the real me.

You listened when no one else would. When I needed to speak and never could. I let it all out I needed to vent. Now I spoke my mind my thoughts are spent. I said everything. Never missing anything. I just had to release. My deadly thoughts; my burdensome beast. I released them I let them all go. I told you all my secrets ; I let you know. I bore my soul leaving them all out in ecstacy's release. Now I leave myself, but in great peace!