"for what you dont see"

I see this girl at school, every day its just the same. She hides away her fear and her pain. She holds it inside, wanting to run and hide. She dosnt even tell her closest friends, for all the while she just pretends. Each day she puts on a fake smile, hopeing it will foll them for a while. She dosnt know whats wrong. Maybe the week is just too long. Maybe its stress, or maybe her lifes just a mess. For anyone who looks from the outside, they dont see whats shes trying to hide. I wonder if she had the guts to tell anyone, would they care? Would they stop and stare? would they be there? Why dont you stop and talk to her? Im shure she wouldnt mind. Maybe it's her you'll spend your whole life trying to find? How do I know all of this? Well i'll let you in on something you missed. For what you dont see, this girl is me.

March 10, 01