Please
Remember Me
By: Swoopes ([email protected])
Wedding
bells filled the church as Alex walked down the aisle on a day that most
thought would never come. A cowboy and an assistant district attorney was not a
normal combination, but they worked things out. The ceremony ran smoothly and
she was happy to have her closest friends there on this important day. However,
she could not bear to look him in his eyes. Instead she stayed focus on
the groom’s eyes as he said his “I do’s.” It was now her turn.
“Do
you Alexandra Cahill, take this man Dalton Reed to be your lawfully wedded
husband from this day forward, in sickness and in health, for richer and
poorer, for better and worse till death do you part?”
Confidently
Alex said “I do!” in her strong ADA voice.
“I now pronounce you man and wife. You may
kiss the bride,” the preacher said as the bells and clapping started again. The
newly married couple joined in their first kiss as husband and wife before turning
to family and friends. After a few congratulations, Alex and Dalton made it to
the reception for the rest of the evening.
“Where
could he be?” Alex asked herself. Somehow she got a feeling of his presence
that came from the chapel. Opening the doors of the chapel, Alex saw just what
she expected. A lone figure standing at the front of the room, facing the cross
in deep thought. Alex moved towards him with caution as not to disturb him.
“Alex,
you shouldn’t be here,” the figure said in a low quiet voice.
“Walker?
Can we talk?”
“Talk?
About what? I see no need to talk anymore. It is final, you are now Alexandra
Reed and I’m truly happy that you found happiness and love.”
“Thank
you for being here Walker. I know it isn’t easy for you, but I appreciate it.”
“That’s
what friends are for Alex.”
During
the conversation, neither Alex nor Walker had noticed the person who came into
the room. “We are more than friends, Walker,” Alex informed.
“Not
anymore Alex. We are just friends and nothing more will ever be.”
“We
are BEST of friends, Walker. My marriage to Dalton doesn’t change that.” The
person in the back was not able to make out the words of the conservation, but
was able to see the friends embrace in a hug.
“What
have I done? They are perfect for each other and I got in the way,” the person
thought to himself. Walker and Alex standing at the front of the church was
meant to be and he knew it. Quickly standing up to leave, the person
accidentally tripped over a pew. The noise spooked the friends as they turned
in the direction of the sound.
“Dalton?...”
“Dalton Reed to the grandstands! Dalton Reed
to the grandstands!” came the announcement over the speakers. Hearing his name
brought him out of his dream only to find no one beside him. A quick search of
the trailer confirmed the truth that Alex had already left so Dalton finished
getting dressed before going to the grandstands. For some unexplainable reason,
Dalton had an urge to look out the window. When he did so he found Walker and
Alex embraced in a hug. The sight was overwhelming and at that moment Dalton
realized he was holding on to something that wasn’t truly there. He had to let
her go and soon.
“It
can’t work. It just won’t.”
“Why?”
“This
is his life. This is what makes him happy.”
“You
make him happy, too.”
“Yeah,
but not as much as the circuit. That’s why we didn’t work out the first time.”
“Well
he can’t ride the circuit forever and he does love you. You can see it in his
eyes.” As Alex looked into the eyes of the man standing before her, she saw love.
This love was strong and would always be there.
“Oh, Walker. What am I going to do?” she
asked as she moved towards him for a hug. When he held her in his arms she felt
safe and everything seemed right with the world. This embrace brought comfort
to Alex although it did not help solve her problem. Dalton and her were in love
several years ago, but what about now? Were they still? On the other hand,
there was Walker. She loved Walker and she knew he loved her, but their
relationship had only slowly progressed in recent years. Fact was, even if
their relationship never became one of marriage she would rather have Walker in
her life than not, but how was she to tell Dalton?
Over
the next several hour many things took place that made it hard for Dalton and Alex
to talk. Dalton was once again shot at, but his friend, Barney, was killed
instead. As if that wasn’t enough a lady tried to blow up Dalton’s truck, but
once again Walker saved the day. Dalton then watched on as Walker and Alex
embraced in a hug. He had to let Alex go. It was the right thing to do even if
it did hurt his heart.
Later
that evening, Dalton was able to find Alex alone. It was time to do the right
thing. “Alex, can we talk?”
“Actually
Dalton I need to talk to you too.”
“Can I go first please? This is very
important. Alex, I know in the past we were in love and had something
meaningful before I messed things up. Now, that we have been her together at
the rodeo, I think me and you don’t have the same feelings anymore. There is
someone that can offer you a life better than I can and I don’t want me to hold
back that relationship. You’ll find a better love, strong as it ever was, deep
as a river runs, warm as the morning sun.” As Dalton spoke he was quiet, but
his voice was filled with love as he spoke the truth. Alex knew what Dalton
meant. She had found a better love and it was with Walker. “Give me one more
season in the circuit, but if you find happiness you won’t have to worry about
me coming back. I hope you find that happiness you are searching for Alex, but
please remember me.”
After that conversation, Alex and Dalton
never crossed paths again. Except for a note Dalton sent her after Walker and
her had announced their engagement.
Dear
Cahill,
I just heard the news. I’m glad you found love.
I knew I was breaking up something special between the two of you. My your
future with Walker be filled with love and happiness. These words remind me of
you ever time I hear them. May they do the same for you.
And
all our tears have reached the sea
Part
of you will live in me
Way
down deep inside my heart
The
days keep coming without fail
New
wind is going to find your sail
That’s where your journey starts
You’ll
find better love
Strong
as it ever was
Deep
as a river runs
Warm
as the morning sun
Please remember me
Just
like waves down by the shore
They’re
goin’ keep coming back for more
Cause
we don’t ever wanna stop
Out
in this brave new world we seek
Oh
the valleys and the peeks
And I can see you on the top
You’ll
find better love
Strong
as it ever was
Deep
as a river runs
Warm
as the morning sun
Please remember me
Remember
me when you’re out walkin’
When
snow falls high outside your door
Last
at night when your not sleepin’
And
moonlight falls across your floor
When I can’t hurt you anymore
You’ll
find better love
Strong
as it ever was
Deep
as a river runs
Warm
as the morning sun
Please
remember me
Please remember me
Alex
had found that happiness she was looking for; it was with Walker. They had a
love that was explainable. It could withstand anything and with each passing
day it grew stronger. This new love that was forming was because of Dalton and
Alex would never forget him even though her heart belonged to only one man now.
Walker!