| This I should tell about happen a year before I went on audition for this new boy band. Iwas still playing football. I had two or three days before this particular day, buy me anew car. It was my dream var it was a porches. I was at my first ride and my dad was withme like my best mate Steve was (authors note: Not Steve in Boyzone). Suddenly when I should cross the way and should turn to left so was it another car thathit my car very badly. It was also at that side my dad sat on. He been very bad hurt, evenmy best friend been hurt so both of them fight for their lives. It is only I, which clear ofwell. But the doctors laid me also in a bed because my dad past away that night and ittook me so hard so they thought that was the best thing and do because I was in shock.Big one. Whaen they drive in my bed in the room there I should lie that night, so where there onebed before with a girl in it, I think she also was in my age. She sleeps when they come inwith me. The nurse gave me a shot so I could sleep that night that was left.Next day when the nurse comes in with my breakfast asked I if she knew how it was withmy mate, but she could not help me. "Here's your breakfast." Said the nurse to me. "You don't know how it's with my mate?" Asked I."No, I'm afraid not, but ask your doctor when he comes later." She said."Thanks!" "Can I ask you something?" Ask the nurse. "Sure you can.""You are the guy which had a dad who died this night, right?""Yeah, it's me. Which I know so fight my mate for his life to." I said with tears in my ears."Oh, I feel so sorry for you." "All this happen because my brand new car been hit of another car."Suddenly so begin the girl who lay other side of the room and moan about she was thirstyand the nurse went over to her."So you are also wakening now. Fine! I come with something to drink for you soon andyour breakfast." She said to the girl. "I don't want something to eat." The girl answered."You must eat something, if you not doing that you never be fine, ok?" Said the nurse."Alright, I take then." "Fine." "Whose the boy in that bed?" Asked the girl."Don't disturb him thanks, 'cause he loose his dad this night. He had a very big shock.I hope he didn't loose his mateto." She said and looks sad.Then she went and gives the other patiens breakfast.I went up therefor I need go to the toilet, when I come back so where my doctor there. He should do check ups both with the girl and me. He should tell me little sad thing also."I think I started with you Gillian. How do you feel today?""I'm feeling like somebody had drove over me. I'm feeling very black and blue.""I understand that, but I let you stay one more day." He said.Then he went over to me. "It's your turn now Nicky and same question to you! How do you feel?" "Sad, of course. I think I had calm down now. Do you know how it's with my best friend?"Nicky asked! "Yeah, I can. It was most therefor I took you to last. He is not very well. He's unconscious still and he fight for his life anymore now. I'm afraid and say that. I don't think he canmake it." He answered "If he wake up let me know then so I can visit him." Nicky said."I promise. "I let you also stay another day because you had so big shock. but you can go up."Because ha e sad I can be up so went I down and buy me a few magazines and littlecandy. I asked the girl if she want to have something. "Do you want to have something because I should go down to the store and buy something?""No, thanks. By the way, call me Gillian.""I'm Nicky" See ya." When I came back so sat another mate to me on the bed and his girlfriend."Oh, Hello Bryan and Wendy!" I said. "Hello Nicky! How do you feel? We feelinf so bad both of us, because your dad past awaytonight." Bryan said. "I feeling also very sad 'cause, I had nearly cried whole night, so my tears are end.""We had asked your doctor if it's alright if you can come with us to Steve and he said it is.Do you come with us?" Bryan asked. "Yeah, I can do that."We should go, but instead so come the doctor again and he sa really sad."Fine, you two are still here.""Why?" Asked Nicky and looked so nervous."I have so sad news and tell. Your friend had past away, a few minutes ago. I'm so sorry.""NOOOOO." screamed Nicky and fell in Bryan's arms.The doctor called after a nurse who could give Nicky a sedative shot. Bryan and Wendy sat with Nicky until he slept. Chapter 2 I waked middle of the night and couldn't sleep again. I looked over to the girl who lies in the other bed. It looked so peaceful when she slept.My tears started to run from my eyes, down on my cheeks, I cried harder and harder. Sud- denly so felt I a hand which wipe off my tears. That hand feel so sweet and soft. I looked up and there stood the girl I had looked at about ten minutes ago. She had the sweetest eyes I ever seen."I hope I didn�t wake you up with me crying?" Nicky said to her. "No, you didn't. I waked because I was thirsty." She said to him. "Do you know how long I had sleept?" He asked."Since the nurse give you the shot. You're friend and his girlfriend sat here until you slept. He was pretty sad to then, his tears ran so much to.""His name is Bryan and her is Wendy. By the way, my name is Nicky. And yours is?" "Gillian.""What had you done?" Nicky asked"I was in acar accident yesterday. I hit a brand new car." She said. "Was it an porches?" Nicky asked"Yes, it was.""Oh no, it was you who hit my brand new car and did so my dad and mate died." He looked so angry and sad at her."Please Nicky, the police where here when you sleep and they said it was pure accident. And I promise you it was an accident. Please say something, Nicky." Gillian said. "What should I say to you? You did so my dad and best mate, Steve died. Go away. Leave me alone, please."Now was it two people in their which cry and who was sad. He was thinking at what she had said, the police might had right, it was maybe a pure accident. Nicky decided he should trust her anyway. Because she laid in her hospital bed and cried so much. He get up and went over to her bed and said to her:"Gillian, I trust you. Come her, so I can comfort you." Then he hugged her tightly. "Thanks, Nicky." She said to him.After that both decided they should go back to theirs bed and try to sleep. But Nicky had only one suggestion to Gillian if he should trust on her really well and it was that she should go with him at the funerals, so he told her."Do you know what you at least can do?" He said to her. "No, what can I do?" He said to her."You can come with me to the funerals? Do that and comfort me, please." "No thanks, I can't do that. You know, your mum and siblings are there. What should they say if they knew it was me who hit the car so your dad and mate died." She said and looked so sad."That part can be our secret." Nicky said and smiled at Gillian. Both Gillian and me come home after a few days at the hospital. A week after we had coming home so was the funerals, my mum and my mates parents had arrange so we could have the two funerals at the same time. I had Gillian on one side of me, Bryan and Wendy the other side that could comfort me. Everything were so fine, Bryan he talked for both my dad and Steve. It was so nice speech. I had told him who Gillian was and how I got to know her, so Bryan mention her in the speech. Not so everyone finds out what she had done, because I had promise her that at the hospital, so much should be our secret.Gillian, my mum, Charlotte my sister, Steve's parents and Wendy Bryan's girlfriend we all cried so hard when Bryan doing his speech. Bryan he falls together in Wendy's arms when he was finished. After the funerals so collecting we all our friends together, Bryan and me so we could talk about what had happen with Steve. Both Wendy and Gillian come with us. Everybody asked who it was with my family and me; I had all the same lost my dad also. I feel that I most tell them who Gillian was, but Bryan thought it was not so good idea. "Bryan, I must tell them who Gillian are." Nicky said to Bryan."I don't think it's so good idea Nicky." Bryan told me. "Why Bryan?""Think if they aren't like me. I take it good, but they maybe not doing it." He said to Nicky "Gillian, what do you think?" Nicky asked her. You promise me at the hospital." She said. "OK, I promise and don't tell it.""But I think you should tell your mother if we should be friends." She said and looked at him."You mean my mum, which had sorrow already?" He asked. "Yes, I can come with you if you want that. You know what the police said; it was only an accident so I think you should tell her. I told your sister before and she took it fine. We can ask if she, Bryan and Wendy also want to be there." Gillian said. "By the way, what happen anyway? You hadn't told me either." Nicky said "Do you want to hear it know or when I told your mum?" Gillian asked. "No, so I can help you if I need when you told my mum." Nicky said. |