... learning to have a good and upright relationship to my Lord-Jesus Christ, my family, and my friends is the most important and valuable thing for me ...

... I appreciate every moment that I have spent with them ...

... I thank God for His faithfulness in making my worse life story to be His chosen bible story ... when I read the Scripture about Moses, the Holy Spirit helped me to picture myself as I was experiencing his life story ... we were brought up surrounded by lots of pagan goddess ... we were both running away after committed sin ... we were both wondering and hiding in the dessert to run away from our problems and realities ... we were both disciplined by God during our lost ness ... we were both called by God to be used as His tools ... yet we rejected Him ... we argued with Him by presenting as much as logical arguments as we could ... we were both powerless without the Lord but yet experienced His power when we become obedience ... I thank God for rescuing me from my own 'Egypt' country ... and lead me to the promise land ... Amen!!!

... as the Lord leads me to walk His path ... one step at a time ... I understand that leading small group is one of my passion besides prayer and evangelism ... Praise the Lord for giving me the everlasting love in my heart that I can share with my small group ... I know that the girls in my group are gifts from God ... I believe His desires to put us together has a big purpose ... to glorify His name ... and I learn that apart from Him, I could not do anything, these passions are from the Lord and only He Himself has the power to enable me to run the race ... I thank Him because He is the hope of us all ...

... as one speaker said that brokenness prepares the way for the Lord ... my brokenness has prepared the way for the Lord in locking His Will into my life ... many friends have asked and wondered why I am so serious about my faith ... the answer is simple and applicable ... I was once broken into peaces ... Jesus Christ came, picked up the pieces, and made it whole again ... I cannot thank Him enough for my new life ... therefore I want to dedicate my life back to Him in whatever field He wants me to go ... His perfect love has cast all my fears and uncertainties away ...

... it has been eleven years since I first join the community of faith in my local church ... I learn that church is the place where the imperfects are perfected by the blood of the Messiah and they will receive the power to change the inner-self (to become better and better in words and deeds - through time of course) ... I also understand that the church that I join is not a perfect church ... but it is not the whole point ... it is Christ's body for the redeemed ... who I am to judge others ... the ultimate judge is the King of Heaven - God the Father ... I love the church that has been given by God despites of its positives and negatives appearance ... only God's perfection can satisfied our heart ... I urge and pledge with you who read this testimony ... be the truth in your local community of faith despites of its brokenness ... we are called to live differently ... when we are hurt we need to love more ... may God bless each of our hearts to understand His Plan in our lives ... amen ...

... God's calling is getting specific in my life ... it is very exciting ... His plans are higher that my plans ... all I can say is 'yes my Majesty' ... entering His calling for this particular issue means I have to be ready for the worst case ... dying to my own desires and longings ... being ready to enter His paradise ... 'Here I am ... send me Lord' ...