ME: Basically my life can be described perfectly by the Metallica phrase:
"When it comes to be; That the soothing light at the end of the tunnel, is just a frieght train coming your way"
I grew up with a "Kill or be Killed" mentality. then i met JAMES , Then we BOTH grew up together ever since we were about 7 or 8. i truely believe that i was born insane, seeing as i did things i dont remember, shameful things i regret ever doing. I have tried to Commit Suicide about 3 times, only to be stopped by pesky people! Same goes for my friend James, we have both gone through life changing events that can only be described through experience. "The Shock And Terror Keep Me Sane" .....me too. James has probably had it worse than me though, my father died when i was 8 by being beat to death by jail guards (only after being tortured for 12 hours), but James has had a Crack head, Drunken, Abusive father since the day he was born. he's already been in the Oregonian Mental Hospitals and juvie (us both). so now were just a little more sane. We have both seen things that Shock humans to the core, Terrible things, but they just seem to give us more and more sanity. its like i say though "There is a Place Where Sanity Ends, And Life Truely Begins". |
