Fifty

I am fifty today
at least I think I am
and that's half the fun
not knowing anything for sure anymore
makes everything possible

now I can fly through the clouds
and talk to sea birds and fishes
stand on a comedy stage
trust the philosophies of smiling children
flirt with amazing women

today I begin letting go
of all I was told to do
all I was supposed to be
all I was expected to find

I am drifting peacefully in the river
loving the changing shoreline
catching sun and stars in my bifocals
smiling as I stretch myself awake each morning

today I am fifty
gifted with friends and family 
and a magical son
savoring simplicity and good beer
understanding the lazy ways
of my wise cat

            © Chuck Beals --May 9, 2000