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Nellie is one very
extremely pissed gal!!!!
I
failed my driving test~!
period.
ok... I'm freaking pissed.. now I have to
wait for another two months before I can take the stupid bloody test again~
don't believe this.. That freaknig tester! I CURSE YOU!!!!!
)(*$@##@!#@$!&^%*(&!@#$%^&*()damn freaking niao can.. "eh you never check
blindspot" ya my arse! I did! but you were just too blind to see that I
did!! you lao ah bei.. you old man.. you idiot! eh you never signal.. I did!
but you can't expect me to signal before the stupid bloody traffic light coz
it would just bloody freaking mislead the other road users! YOU ASSHOLE!
"tell you.. you cannot chong like that" fuck you la.. first you say I don't
have enough acceleration.. then you say I too fast.. what he fuck do you
want from me huh? wah kao... pls loh... AND THE ROAD CONDITIONS SUCKS!
one moment truck.. one moment taxi.. one moment bus.. one moment lorry.. wah
fuck la! I am freaking pissed! shall take the test at like 3 am in the
morning then no cars.. .nothinG! but I bet the stupid assholes are too lazy
to come test at 3am in the morning.. ok.. I'm being a bit exaggerated here..
no one would wanna test like 3 am in the morning...
fish cake banana... damn damn damn damn ...
*breathe* ok.. we always have a next time.. shall not cry over this stupid
test coz of one very screwed up tester... argh.. *grind teeth* if only I can
bite him... or cough a bit before left and freak the hell outta him... would
he sue me? I don't care... go away! dun let me see you on the streets or I'd
curse curse curse curse curse you...
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go away...
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Nel - extremely pissed...
ok.. I just spent the whole day
sleeping and dwelling on my failure.. didn't want to face the family and
didn't want them to console me.. hm.. I must be weird.. coz I was kinda
disappointed that I didn't pass.. stupid mistakes that I shouldn't have made
like changing into the wrong lane... and a very silly mistake just before I
turned back into the driving centre.. but it was seriously the road
conditions.. I just need a little bit of luck.. so yes.. I got home and
started to curse like mad.. then went to sleep around 12 plus...dragged my
arse up at 3 to eat lunch.. the moment I stepped outta my room Wanjin,
brother and daddy all gave me very very sympathetic looks.. and seriously
when you just wake up and you just feel like forgetting bout the whole test
thingy.. I wasn't in a perfect mood to appreciate those stares... while my
dad started to speak.. I just told him.. "I don't want to hear anything ...
so don't say anything... " then I said it in a very hostile way.. so
he thought I was mad at him.. then after Brother and Wanjing left the
table.. I was still stuffing myself with food.. purely coz I was very pissed
with myself and I seriously didn't wanna talk. then daddy asked me if I was
angry with him.. I told him I just dun wann say anything.. then he started
to 'console' me.. telling me that not everyone passes first time.. some even
took 5 6 times.. geee.. like that made me feel better.. right. so to prevent
my stupid tears from dropping out.. I stuffed myself with more food... I
think I looked a bit strange.. and hilarious.. I was practically
stuffing all the food I could find on the table.. the noodles.. the
chicken.. until my mouth was SO full.. I thought it was going to burst..
then I ate ALL the fruits on the plate.. which is very unlike me since I
usually only take a piece or two.. then after that.. went back to my
room and slept .. Rora thought I was sick.. just told her I wanna
sleep.. maybe coz I think sleep would help me get over the fact that I
failed.. ok seriously its no big deal.. but I was so sure I could make it
since first of all.. I was calm.. secondly.. I failed just when I was about
to finish.. which is why its so hard to bear... but ah well.. I think I
should be ok by tomorrow..
its now.. 7pm.. felt better after the
big long sleep.. brother asked me if I wanna watch Johnny English.. of
course man.. anything to make me laugh.. =) appreciate their efforts to
cheer me up... THANX! =)
will have to be appreciative to daddy
too.. but right now he's busy.. =) thanx daddy~ =)
got a call from SMU... going for an
interview on Friday...sheeze.. don't really feel like going.. but then eh..
just go loh.. for back-up.. hehehe.. a bit evil eh? but then .. my dad would
be one happy man if I really do get in.. =) pondering if the call was in my
dream coz I just woke up when the lady called.. hm.. *checking* ok it wasn't
a dream.. got her number on my phone..
also~ I got a call from Paul! heehe..
very touched.. coz its extremely expensive to call from there... but we only
spoke for a while.. didn't tell him I fail my driving test coz hm.. just
didn't want him to hear me sad I guess.. wanted him to enjoy himself.. but
it was very comforting hearing his voice.. =) thanx for calling Baby~ quite
upset that he can't receive my messages.. but I can receive his!!!! hehehe..
=p
am still munching on food... gee.. I
really need to get over this fast.. before I turn into a BIGGER fat gal..
realise why I use BIGGER?? coz I am already in a bad state.. wahahahah~ but
I'm happy~ so what the heck..
going off now to quench my thirst..
=)
Have a better day tomorrow everyone~
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Nel - feeling much better...
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