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12/05/03
How screwed up can the internet
connection get? This is the worst..
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Finally managed to upload the love
Revolution song!!! hehe.. so am very happy now~
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oh.. Daddy wasn't very happy when I
told him I'm going out tomorrow.. coz he say very dangerous.. believe it or
not.. I'm just as paranoid as he is.. so I'm having second thoughts.. but hm..
if I keep myself safe should be fine ya?
Am determined to go to post office to
post the parcel thats been delayed for like a month plus.. hehe.. well..
thats what laziness does to you... and have to go buy presents! oh! so many
things to do tomorrow~
haha... want to know how mean I can
get? talked to this other friend on the phone the other day.. and hm..
apparently he can recognise his friend's voice so well that he mistook me
for his friend.. which is quite stupid since he asked me to call him back..
so I told that I'm not his friend.. but he kept insisting that I am.. what
can I do? play along eh?
Kid : so hows the Chinese paper?
Me : huh? what Chinese paper?
Kid : your Chinese paper today la~
Me : oh.. yeah I did well.. will pass
with flying colours..
Kid : hahaah sure not.. your Chinese
that good??
Me : *laughs*
besides the fact that I haven't
touched Chinese in two years.. I think I can handle 'O' level paper ok..
Me : so.. did you call anyone else
before me?
Kid : No~ you're the only person I
call, honored right? I only think of you leh!
Me thinking.. right you jerk
Me : oh really huh? you sure???
Kid : ya! I'm very sure!!!! only
you!!!
Me : you flirt la you..
Kid : no! I not flirt!
Me : so you never call Nellie also
la??
Kid is suddenly enlightened.. oh
you!! laughs sheepishly..
so guess how the conversation went
on? I kept saying he is a jerk... while he kept finding excuses to say why
he told 'the friend' the white lie.. but hey.. when things are that
obvious.. ha. no explanation can cover you up! kids are forever going to be
kids.. but what I admire bout him is that no matter how much I insult him or
how much I show my detest with regards to what he say.. he thinks its a
joke.. hm.. strange.. maybe he ain't sensitive.. but somehow what he say can
piss me off.. so why then did I talk to him?? coz I was in a good mood.. and
I was in a better mood to insult pple.. mean? neh.. he deserved that! Now
this is one main reason why I refuse to tell him my web address! wahahaah~
Next ....
Me : aiyah no need to exlpain.. jerk
means jerk.. guys are jerks.. (of course with exceptions.. )
Kid : oh then Paul is also a jerk la!
Me : nope.. he can act like a jerk at
times.. but he ain't one..
Kid : no but you say guys are jerks..
so Paul also Jerk la!
Me getting pissed off by what he's
saying..
Rule number one.. never insult
pple close to me.. or you're dead.. especially since he hasn't got any
clue who Paul is..
Me : you don't even know him.. so
shut it..
Kid : how you know leh? how you know
he not jerk leh?
Me getting amused by his
childishness as well as my degeneration..
Me : coz he's my bf and I've known
him for like 2 years??
Kid is speechless.. : ok you
win...
Me getting more duh by the
second..
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once again he tried asking me out to
watch movie.. he can't stand loneliness.. kept emphasizing on the fact that
no one wants to go out with him to watch movie.. basically he wants to meet
up.. but I'm not interested.. so I told him I'm not free at all..
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Me : ask your other friends out la
Kid : no leh.. I don't have many gal
friends..
Note : I did not say anything bout
him asking gals out..
Me : I didn't say ask gals out ah..
ask your guy friends la~
Kid : oh no I prefer the company of
the opposite sex..
Me out to irritate him... : oh
and I prefer to go out with pple of the same gender...
Kid speechless again...
Kid : so how.. my dear friend... dear
Nellie
Me : I'm not very close to you am I?
(starting to show attitude)
ok before I go on o bore you pple
with this stupid conversation.. I'd like to say.. I have little intention
for this childish conversation to take place.. he was just getting on
my nerves.. and outta me being nice I called him in hope of a nice chat..
but erm.. obviously he trid too hard.. dun like the idea of pple calling me
Dear.. try to pull ties.. erm.. when in the first place.. I don't even know
you.. and he does very much act like he knows me very well.. and when I do
things outta the blue he'd say.. oh thats so typical of you.. like huh? I
only do these things like once in a while?? hm.. please.. if you wanna know
me.. please be sincere.. I think anyone deserve that sincerity.. if you play
play.. I will play along.. but don't expect me to be nice bout it.. yeah? ok
maybe its a bit harsh.. very unfriendly.. I'm being quite defensive.. hm..
but I really really don't like it when they act like they know everything
when in fact they don't.. whats worse is that he acts mature... geeeee... am
I very mean?
yeah I think I am..
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anyway I must be getting a bit too
bored.. coz I get angry easily.. it gets a bit tiring when the same excuses
are used over and over again... and I just feel.. whats the point of me
asking if you're going to tell me this all the time? it has become an
expected response.. maybe coz I've been hearing this excuse so much that I'm
starting to get sick of it..
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Tomorrow will be a better day... =)
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Nel - calm..
ok when I say tomorrow I meant
today.. just got home from town.. yeah~ today was a lazy day~ woke up late..
hung around the house.. played a bit of piano.. then decided to go out at
245 to meet Chuan in school...bad thing is.. I ain't feeling too well.. must
be something I ate.. hm.. in the afternoon my eyes felt a bit blurrrry..
then was thinking maybe its coz I've been straining my eyes too much these
few days.. then it went away.. following that was a bad headache.. which
happens every time after the blurrry thing.. as far as I know.. its s
symptom of my eye sight getting worse.. (heard that from Low) ok then.. the
headache didn't really go away.. Daddy had to meet his friend so didn't send
me to school.. so poor me had to take train... =( anyway.. on the way I felt
like puking.. so I stopped at Raffles Place.. went to the toilet to freshen
up and decided that taking a cab would be much easier.. (since I wasn't
feeling so well) The time spent in school was bad.. coz I keep wanting to
puke! and things got worse when I smelt food~ see how bad it is? puke at the
smell of FOOD! neh but I didn't puke in the end.. stomachache was just
attacking me.. so a nice dinner was outta question... sad... but hey Chuan
and I got what we wanted in the end! Ice-cream! though very sadly I didn't
finish it.. once again due to my lovely stomach.. so throughout the day.. I
was visiting the toilet.. washed my hands like dunno how many million
times.. geeee... came home still feeling like crap.. kept warning my Chuan
and Pui not to share stuff... Paranoid me.. didn't want them to fall sick
coz of me.. but they didn't mind.. then Chuan pointed one very clever
point.. if I had that then SA would have to close for a few days~ haah.. bet
the students will love me for that! =)
Had nice nice dinner at Swenz with
Jiali, Yongling, Pui and Chuan~ oh it was nice~ relaxed.. comfy.. =)
so anyway I just measured my
temperature.. strange thing was.. it shows 36.9 on my left ear.. 37.3 on my
right.. and when I used the very old put-in-mouth one.. it showed 37.2..
sheeze.. getting freaked out so popped a whole packet of pills... so
hopefully it will go back to 36.9 soon~ hm... daddy insisted on me bringing
out the masks.. but I didn't wear them.. but them in a plastic bag just in
case.. I might have food poisoning.. geee.. I know that feeling..
so anyway.. this is my day~ going
back to SA feels nice.. sat in the cafe and rotted.. nice~~ =)
ok I'm going to watch anger
management soon.. coz I need to understand why Chuan is singing "I feel
pretty.. and witty.. and bla bla bla" she very nearly drove me insane!!! so
yes I need to watch it~
one more thing to be irritated
about.. my dear friend told me to wake her up .. so that she could come and
meet us.. but when I called her house she wasn't even bloody at home! so
would pple please tell me.. what does this mean??? either I'm being a
bitch.. or I'm being a bitch.. =l total disappointment.. geee..
ok I better sleep early tonight or
I'm going to die of paranoia.. =p
oh~~ ok~~~ 37.2 is normal!!! Joyce
just told me that... *heave a sigh of relief* hehehe.. still.. gotta rest...
Friends ~~ =)
Is he cute or is he cute????
MeSsAgE
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