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07/04/03
yeah! Nellie is
officially back to stage one! hehehe... talked to him online till 4
yesterdae! haaha.. or rather this morning... things are better now!
realised that I have been running away from him.. from feeling for him..
if I have feelings for him that I'd want him to come back.. and if he
doesn't I'd get very angry... so in order not to miss him and get angry
and sad.. decided to run... very much wanted to cry while I was chatting
with him.. but I din...strong Nellie... =) still miss him... but this
feeling is much better than feeling stuck.. at least we're moving...
"
if you feel as though you want to move on then I'll let you."
was... am.. still
will be very touched... hm ... why? coz found him very rational.. very unlike
him... haha.. ok not saying he's always not rational.. but then.. suddenly saw
a small change in him... for the better... anyway we had a nice chat.. managed
to work things out for now.. at least.. wait till I get back to stage 7..
hehehe... like it when he's calm and nice... haha... who doesn't?
Thank you Joyce for
consoling me and cheering me up! providing me with the little confidence that
I needed... =) heheh nice chatting to you online too! miss the old stupid
days... I thought of how you can be not so 'xin tong' bout Ryan already!
remind him to eat more whenever u see him... heehe... but seriously he's not
that skinny... =) we shall both 'jia you' in our relationships!
ok... I really do
not want to go to SMU... why? coz it looks boring.. feels boring.. and is
boring.. wahaa.. yes woke up very early in the morning to meet Chuan and Pui
to go give them our documents.. last minute.. tsk tsk tsk... but realised..
its really near my house! 4 bus stops away! hm.. but no.. dun wanna go there..
dun wanna go for interview.. dun wanna study business! why? dunno.. what I
want to study seem pretty 'futureless'... but I want that anyway! Its been
nice meeting them... still have nice and straight hair.. like Pui's hair
colour.. Chuan is still as skinny!! argh.. some pple just dun get fat..
idiots! wahaha.. hm.. spent some time catching up.. complaining old crap to
them.. updating them.. while they updated me... =) nice nice.. shall meet up
another day! hehehe..
managed to buy
gifts and world card! hahaha.. budget budget... saw a bracelet that I really
like! hm.. needless to say.. its dolphin!!! and a necklace.. must collect
money from daddy and buy them! wahahaa.. so happy! hm.. am eating very
fattening stuff.. SO SINFUL! but I LIKE!!!! WAHAHA.. cake with Vanilla
frosting.. can anything taste more sinful than that? yum yum...
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