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05/04/03
(written on
060403)
Happy Birthday to
Rora~~~~~
Happy birthday to you...
happy birthday to you...
happy birthday to rRora..
happy birthday to yoU!!!!!!!!
yup! its Rora's birthday...
bought her a small and nice cake.. after blowing out the candle.. she ran back
to her room to cry... was very touched.. and well.. sorta reminded her of sad
stuff... she never got a cake when she was younger coz she's the older sister
in the family.. and her little sisters were more doted on.. but then nevermind!
now she has a nice cake and lots of pple who care for her!
Happy birthday to you..
Rora...
tried loading music up to
the website.. brother made it look so easy.. in fact is pretty easy... to
think that I actually spent a long time figuring out how to insert the music..
stupid me...
lazy lazy lazy... bad
mood...
Daddy dun let me go to
work.. feel so bad now... they offered me the time slot which I so wanted..
but then due to SARS... cannot work.. cannot earn money.. was very pissed at
first.. coz Daddy was nagging non-stop...
then decided to call them
and tell them I cannot work... told them I had food poisoning.. which is a
total lie! but what choice did I have? sigh.. don't think they'll ever call me
again.. the lady sounded really quite bu shuang with me... hope they'd give me
my pay though...
well... paid my respects to
Granny and Grand-daddy... grand-daddy looked very handsome.. very
gentlemanly.. pity I never got a chance to meet him... granny sill looks
exactly like I remembered her... thought memory will fade with time.. but
then... I miss her.. hm... ya.. she'd always give me a dollar whenever I
cried... probably why I like crying so much now.. hehehehe.. and I love the
cake that she bought whenever she came for a visit.. though I don't really
understand what she said most of the time... I knew she doted on me.. knew
that she loved me... not hard for a kid to understand huh... missed the times
when she complimented on my stupid lousy drawing and kept saying "very good
very good!" hm.. probably the very few English words she could say.. hm.. made
me happy all the time... and to tell you the truth.. my drawing really
sucked... even for a kid... and I wasn't even there when she passed away... hm...
why? coz I was in school... remember exactly how I felt though... empty.. air
totally sucked out... yup... remember how my mum and dad looked when they
picked me up from school... remember I didn't know what was death bout...
remembered that... she was gone... yup.. so until now.. I still miss her from
time to time.. still wish she was around to give me a dollar note when I
cried.. to bring me the cake which I so loved whenever she came round... hm..
funny how come I feel so strongly suddenly... never felt like that in the
past...never knew how to appreciate... a kid I was... remember that sharpness
of cold I felt when I saw her laying peacefully... sleeping for eternity...
didn't understand them then.. now I do... why? do these come with age?
awareness comes with age...she was sick... glad she has found peace... though
I do regret not appreciating her... regret being young..hm.. weird? hm...
mummy's mummy also passed away... but in my life.. only saw her a few times...
so yup... that was my
day... emotional me...
plus.. got my brother
irritated... was getting on his nerves... hehe.. sorry eh...
mosquitoes!!!!!!!!! I hate
you... been killing them like crazy... I'm like a mosquito serial killer...
slap slap slap...
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